last night my boyfriend said that he feels
like he is an outsider viewing his life
from a 3rd person point of view. this
really scared me. he then kissed me,
pulled away, and said, "see that didn't
even feel right.. it felt like i wasn't
even doing it."
this really scares me. he is bipolar &
is really struggling with it right now. he
said he's getting really bad. i have not
heard from him in three days up until last
night. he said he hasn't been able to make
an effort to do ANYTHING at all.. except
go to work.
i feel so helpless. he really needs to get
some help, before it progresses even more.
i'm so scared for him, and also for me and
him.
he tells me he doesn't care about
anything. nothing is important to him. he
lost his car keys last night, and he
hasn't even made an effort to find them,
he says he really doesn't care.
i don't know what to do
