Im only 15 and I pillow hump too! But not always, i usually get something long and smooth to stimulate my clit and just keep rubbing till i reach orgasm, it feels pretty darn good

but sometimes that method dont work so i just use the pillow, not too bad
BUT i have an issue, hope someone could help.
i seem NOT to find my actual clit. i know where it should be and everything but its not there. i have the rest whats needed but i cant find my clit! its so weird. sometimes when im near my orgasm, i tend to go round the are where it should be, and i can feel something hard there and i can get the orgasm quicker, but as i said, it looks nothing like all those pictures of a normal vagine ive seen, and its sort of bugging me for over two years now, can anyone tell me what the hell is this ? i mean , i aint going to go to the doctor about this issue, seriously, my mum would ask me so many questions. Is it just that im still developing, or something??
pleasee help , thanks in advance
Evita