Okay this is gonna be a lot to
write....lol...
But this has been my first semester at a
new college, I've had to withdraw from 2
classes, and will prolly pass my other
3...and workin' over 30 hrs a week plus
bein a college student I think is taken a
toll...I've been to the ER which started
for chest pains, they took x-rays and said
it was chest cosigondritis and would pass,
and it did until sinus infection like
symptoms started, to the point where I
felt dizzy, went back to the ER and other
doctors, until one of the last times I saw
my on campus dr who told me to see a
counselor cuz I could have sum
stress/anxiety issues, and he said I
did....and they said if the antibitotics
dont work this time come back and they
would try headache medicine cuz I would
feel like my temples were tinglyin', eyes
blurry and everythin'....and now its kinda
gone all of those, and is replaced by a
chest tightness, and indegistion, burpin'
kinda feelin'....like I have had ekgs done
and they said everythin' is fine, but damn
I hate this tightness, I jus want it to go
away, any suggesstions? And I've also
started to dip again, which helps for
awhile, but then it comes back...last
night it was really bad tho, and had
really rapid heartbeats but it passed, so
I mean it has to be due to stress and
anxiety right? I was almost ready to go
back to the ER last night, but I don't
have any insurance and cannot afford
that.....so any ideas on how I can
convince my body it's ok? my counselor
told me a story of how this woman had
panic attacks, and she thought she was
havin' heartattacks so they hooked her up
to an ekg and made her excerise durin one
to show her shes ok, so I'll go do sum
excersies, and they help a lil'....but
idk...it's really startin' to drive me
crazy!
And my mom also suffers from anxiety
attacks to, and takes xanax to deal with
hers, so could I of inherited it from
her?
And also, I used to have sum bad habits I
used to do, but recently stopped b4 all
this happened b/c I told myself I don't
wanna rely on false highs in my life and
everythin', and I feel like since I
stopped, all my stress has slapped me in
my face and now I'm bein' forced to deal
w/ it, and it's hittin' me so
strongly.....idk...what do u guys think?
