Hi friends,
some of u may know my story.
I have Not purged like almost a year now and real bulimic binges became strange to me.
I felt myself so self confident.
now when i am so good, have a slim, rather skinny body and healthy oriented thinking, i decided to fast-----yes FAST for 3 days and a half and my fast starts tomorrow. I tell myself i do this for cleaning my body (fast is a religious ceremony but in a popular understanding it is a food restriction, almost going without food.i mean the latter).
however i feel there MAY EASILY BE an anorexic one inside me forcing me to decide on that....u know why?---HOLIDAYS are coming and i AM TO loose those few pounds to be model skinny????????
On the other hand just 3 days fast is good for the body. BUT I DONT tRUST SUCH TEMPTATIONS ANY MORE, OR CAN I GO SAFE WITH THIS decision?
I DO NOT KNOW, WHAT TO THINK ABOUT IT, AM I BACK OR JUST MY ORGANISM NEEDS A CLEAN UP?
I NEED UR OPINION, PLS WRITE
BEST