I woke up for the third or 4th night in due to my bed shaking. This time it was the
most intense. Believe me or don't I couldn't care less. My fascenation and concern
for this is growing because because it's happened more then twice during various days
over the span of a week now.
This shaking, and a female voice (I can't understand her, but she calls out for
something). I can't understand what shes saying because her same voice is speaking
softly, yelling out, and uttering phrases about many things at the exact same time.
Like playback of mixed emotions all played at once. This lasted about 5 mins, and
stops when I get up from the bed.
I believed I may be going insane, but this only really happens late at night (once in
the morning I experienced no shaking but I heard her well defined voice). Nobody else
was in the house and everything was off. This was the only time I "heard voices," I
don't walk around all day hearing and I don't belive myself to be crazy like
that. The shaking was subtle the first few nights (felt like someone standing on the
end pushing it with a knee or something), but tonight 4/17/09 I awoke at 1:11am to
the loud banging of the four metal bed posts on the wood floor.
I could see the room consciously and literally believed someone was under the bed, I
heard a loud buzzing at this same time. The shaking and the noise lasted around
minute; my body never felt the way it did during this experience (the strange
tingeling) . The loudness of the buzzing, and the fact that I was wide awake and
could hear, see, and feel, that I was still; but the bed I was on, was not. It took
me a bit for the fear to subside before I could move through the dark and complete
silence to flip on a light.
This began when It became difficult to care about anything.
I recently became extremely depressed. Probably more depressed then I can ever
remember being, I've been walking without fear and feeling nothing.Perhaps this new
feeling is triggering something? It could be anything...
I don't know what this thing is thats provoked me to wake up at 1:11am, research
"shaking beds" online, and write this until 3am, but its the first strong feeling
I've experienced in a while and I liked it.
I want to facilitate communication and learn how to dive deeper into this.