How to Safely Get Off Fentanyl Patch And Oxycodone (Page 1)

Each drug has it's own way of wheening off of. If I were you, I would not stop cold turkey. I also am on oxycodone for chronic back pain. I only take two 7.5/750s a day if I need them. Really depends how long and how many you are use to taking. I would use the taper. See, what is happening is that you body is getting to use to the lower doses and needs to keep increasing it higher. You need to turn that around and go the other direction. There is help out there if you can do this on your own. As a matter of fact, I really don't think it is a good idea to do it on your own. Find out the best way to taper and follow those directions.
I hear ya and I wish you the best of luck.

Carrie

You should try and cut back on the doseage of all the pain meds, maybe take half of what you usually take. If the pain for which you are being treated starts to hurt more (the pain for which you were initially treated) - Then you need to follow what the Doc says. It sounds to me like you started to "withdraw" and It is HORRIBLE - If you were to just stop outright, then you would feel the worst you have ever felt in your life for 3-5 days, and then not sleep for almost a month. ------NOW, if you feel that you do not need the painkillers anymore, then you should ask your doctor for Suboxone. (subox-in) It is a 'opiate-replacement' and it makes those 3-5 days feel like nothing! you will probably need to be on it for a month, but after tapering off of the suboxone you will be physically fine. its the psycological issue you may have a hard time with. But if you truely do not want to be on painkillers anymore, that is all that matters! and the psycological issue wont be an issue.

I was a Barb/Benzo gal in my younger days. The bottle says take one, I take three. I have found and learn some big listens in my life. The most important is, don't take it if ya don't need it. I am on Oxycodone 5mg as needed for pain right now for two herniated bulging disc's. This time it is for real pain and believe it or not, I don't even take them most of the time. The more you take, the more your body requires. Tolerance build up. I am so proud of myself. I like myself now in the real world and saying OK big deal, I have a little pain. But is it really enough to take a pill?

Carrie

I have been in chronic pain for 2 years due to 4 herniated disks. I am perscibed 10mg percocet 4x a day but I take about 10-12. I am suppose to be on Suboxen but I dont take them due to my pain. I guess i am a addict, so sad. My doc perscibed me 25 micrograms fentanal patch and I dont put it on due to me taking soooo much of the other. What to do? Why am I so scared to just take the Soboxen, I always feel Im not going to have the High, and the energy I have with Perc's. Can youbelieve this. A mature mom of 3 with a wonderful life and a husband ect. anyone want to chim in and give some advise, dont worry you can be brutally truthfull and yes I know my spelling sucks, sorry about that.

hi gearcar your post attracted my attention as i too use fentanyl. been on it a year now and had increases from 12,25,50 and back down now to 37. I refuse to go higher because of side effects. I suggest you keep on any meds your doctor prescribes as i had a rough 24 hrs coming down from the 50 patch after only being on that dose for 15 days and it was scary.
been a chronic pain sufferer for nearly three years and even with the patch im still in pain. If i never had the patch i would be screaming with pain from the roof tops. far better to suffer some pain on medication than no medication at all.
I sympathise with your discs problem its my L5/SI disc and longterm.
take care and good luck.

Hi There,

I'm on fentanyl for chronic pain too (150micrograms/hour, (RSD?CRPS), changed every 48 hours) and am so worried about tolerance as the dose keeps increasing but 300 is human limit and 12-25micrograms per six months was the reduction my pain medicine specialist told me. Did you receive an increase in pain when taken down on the dose? Hope today's a good day. Blessings, Jo

I was glad to find all your replys and reas them all. I am 65 and was put on fentanyl for disc pain before having surgery by my family doc. I feel I no longer need the patch after all most 2 years but don't know how to get off the thing. My family doc is no help at all except to keep giving it to me. I wish I had never heard of it. We moved to NC from NY and all I wanted was more hydrocodine and he put me on it. I never heard of it till them. My neurologist chewed me out for taking it but it wasn't my fault. I never heard of it till then. I just wanted the codine for pain. Now I can't get off it or poop good anymore. I am full of waste up to my eyeballs and now have to have a contrast exray done tomorrow by my protologist. I just know what they will find....and that's lots of poop. Please help!!!! I can't stand it!!! Oh and by the way, its now 4:30 am. 'that's how nutty I am, I wake up all hours of the night!!!!

Hi, I read your post and sounds like me, exactly..
I'm unsure if u r still reading these or r off the patch, I've been on it for over 3 yrs now, and it caused me many problems, sweating, chills on 2nd night and 3rd day,, I get about 40 good hrs.. But I'm so tired out all the time from waking every hr, I believe I wake up when medication releases, it sucks, then up because I think it is not as strong and I start withdrawal, I know the med is still releasing but just not as much as 1st day, very very bad vicious cycle every 3 days , then I sometimes have to be some where and change it early and run out early, and I'm terrible by the time my month appt comes
I am on it for many reasons, all diffrent .. But 1/2came after I started the patch.. I lost my gall bladder have alot of imflamation in my stomach, I can't eat, always nausea ,, I take zofran for that among other stomach Meds. Which gi doc said to stop all, and said the pain Meds have to go..
I am terrified on June 18 I get my first reduction, I'm terrified and wonder if I can even have. My kids around to see this..
If I need or should be going to need a detox center? I was told to wean not to go to detox...
I am prescribed mariguanana pills, for cachexia , which my ins just stopped paying for,
I can't afford it 1400$ a month..I was 165 yrs ago
I went down to 92 pounds I had skin hanging everywhere.. The mariguanana helped my appetite/ and withdraw hot flashes and sweats and chills.. but I can feel all food go thru me and it hurts terribly, my stomach always sounds like a bad flu.. And acts like it.. I sometimes vomit.. Like i said the zofran helps but not always..Every day..ESP after food. I get constipated ,, or have runs , it is more constipation then any thing ..
It is very hard to eat.. I go days with out food, if I don't have the pills, I have a friend that recently been bringing me the thc pops and cookies and brownies,, I am up now to 105 I feel better I don't want to drop under 100
If this helps here is why thc
I had a pulmonary embolism so no hormones.... I have been off blood thinners for 2 1/2 yrs now
I have been on Meds for panic disorder none help tried all only Xanax works
So for13 yrs I've been on Xanax .. 2mg 4 times a day 120 a month
I had a horrid MRI bulged , dics pinched nerves, degenerative disc disease,, on my lower back
Some how I got in a accident 6 months ago I guess that car knocked my back in place
It went normal which is wonderful
But now permanent damage to my c1 in my neck, I don't feel it much.. Now but unsure when patch goes..
My neck already was a wreck and had radio frequency lesion sing done..
Had a annal fissure from prob constipation
Gallbladder disease
Anemia
Cachexia
Asthma
Bad immune get strep, or pneumonia every other month, bacterial infections constant in my stomach, h pylori or ur typical vaginal
Constantly running fevers,
Sore throat on and off mainly always even after I finish all Meds from strep
No mono been tested several times,
Most blood. Is great but low thyroid can't take medication for it at the moment due to my weight my doc says I will lose more..
I take the anemia vitamins2 a day
B12 injections very week
Vitamin D 50,000 units every week
180 percoset but I really only take about 50-80 month ...
Prescribed first trazadone then ambian for sleep
But I take 5 mg of melatonin I found while buying calcium in cvs for sleep
I have no energy at all I'm exhausted physically and mentally ,, I cant take the up very hr .. No more I slept once for 5 hrs could not believe it.. But I was tired again within 8 hrs of my day..
I want to be normal again,,,
It seems when I travel I'm better,, I sleep better, eat better, and not so concerned of Meds I do still have nerve pain bad in my legs.. And get sick,, end up home than and bed bound for a month after a trip, but to have that normal feeling of living life more productive and better by going out of town anywhere I think that it is well worth it even my panic disorder..
So if traveling makes me better in all ,, soon as I'm off the patch and percoset I am going to either get a new career , I took in a classes at a travel academy , learned alot cruise lines, ,, continental airlines Amadeus , u name it .. Car rentals, even.. I would be great in traveling around to inspect hotels management and hospitality, I would take just about any travel job, planes how ever I hate, that panic disorder gets badd..it was a fun class.. I even went for paramedic , got my EMT emergency medical tech.. at 18 yrs old..... Than court reporting..
I never in my life thought I would be like this now.. Meds. Sick.. It sucksim sick of hospitals doctors pills pharmacies ,,, they probably think oh here comes the walking medication twig that looks like I smoke crack..I believe crack might be easier to come off then fentanyl ? Wouldn't know.. I did detox from percs back in the day 30 mg Roxie and stadol,, I stopped cold turkey and Xanax that was a mistake never a benzodiazepine .. I seized up could not move my body at all my father carried me to the car and called the rehab facility they told him if I had a Xanax to give it to me and bring me back, he said f u and took me to a. Er where I met a doctor that helped me and pretty much doubled timed my Xanax temp.. And then weaned me back to my normal dose at that time.. This was in 2007,,
I stopped sub oxen immediate I actually got sick from it badly. Vomited panic attack badd was dizzy it worked in rehab but the one they prescribe out is diffrent I could not take it.. But had no problem staying off the opiates till I had my last child in may of 2009 I had been given 3 or 4 epi during labor than next day tubal,, I felt my whole tubal I woke up and the epi did not work , just like during labor,, any way that was the last straw , I could not walk and hurt so badd, I had no choice but to take a opiate if I wanted to be able to Hold and care for my newborn and 2 other children, and my husband just divorced me, I guess my addition went to the mall and shopped him to debt..
So I figured that percoset of 10/325 was worth be able to care for my baby..
It was ..
But that should of stopped oh yeah and that soma ,, I stopped soma 1 yr ago
After my gallbladder disease I got pneumonia , and was very ILL I thought I was going to die
My vision was blurred I could not understand nor think, was dehydrated , doctor gave me prescriptions I filled them and took them as prescribed..I never payed attention that one was a narcotic, I never heard of fentanyl even going thru EMT school.. I never finished paramedic or I would not be on here now.. On this page
It came my routine appt I made it , but not exact on 30th day and the fentanyl wore out.. Had I known that was the problem!!!
I got really sick I thought I relapsed w/ a real bad flu I went to er told them I just got over pneumonia and told them I was on normally antibiotics for that.. They gave me nausea and other stuff for a bad flu stayed almost a full day almost admitted , and was sent home..
Lasted a full week.. Went back to my doctor I was better , he said great, and wrote my normal scripts, plus fentanyl again I asked then why? He said w my gallbladder disease and stomach pain he wanted to lower my percocet so I would not be getting as much thru my stomach, objective lessen medications going thru my stomach.. Hoping to lessen my stomach pain, it sounded good.. At the time, had I known that caused my so called flu, or told my doctor about it, I was just embarrassed, telling him because I am sick so much,, I figured why mention a flu.
Well now I still have stomach pain,
But I also feel so absolutely horrible from this patch, right now my life is terrible..
It has such bad side effects ,, and caused more problems then anything
This is so long and alot of problems and yes I can say there r more medications I take
Creon
Dexilant
Aciphex
Oh and I grind my teeth really bad while I do sleep,, which causes bad migranes associated with light sensitive and wavy lines if driving or flashing lights, that happens right before my head hurts so i know to go home. And sleep it off, if I can..
I'm a complete mess with sleep a schedule..
This drug ruined me .. But I will get off this.. And I want to make sure this drug is known to everyone ... Stay away from it ... U will suffer....baddd I know brief what I'm about to go thru,
I figure probably 100 times more than that flu for 1 week
,, that was 25 mg at 30 days,,that was 01/2010 now I'm on 75 mcg 2 yrs 1/2
I hope my health gets better coming off every other doctor says it is the patch.. I just wonder if I should go in a detox center and they said cold turkey, and they will give me Xanax , as its prescribed, but nothing else..nothing for sleep or even methadone at the highest point of the detox,, I found that odd .. Cleveland clinc does that, and they r like #1 on a us hospital, that is where I went before, I could not wean off pills it was hard..I just wanted quick easy
But that benzodiazepine they should never done, I suffered greatly .. So unsure really how bad a opiate is? I hear benzodiazepine u can die from ,,opiate u can't ''well always nothing is 100%#" u always r at risk of death w/ fentanyl ..
Every doctor tells me it has to be weaned off?? But only 1 doctor will prescribe it,, to me. Messed up .. I want to scream at him, but I can't I want this as painless as possible,,but I don't want to withdraw every 25 mcg every month, and find out it would of be the same as going in a detox, 1 time . I want to be certain that the withdrawals r less weaned .. I don't need to detox 3 times badly or maybe not ? Any one know? How bad being weaned, or any thing that can releiave withdrawals from this, I am a walking pharmacy so .I may have something to help.. Does percoset help,, withdraw from fentanyl I know it's a opiate, however my doctor said if I fell withdrawals in between patch my percs would help?
Or is detox off 25 going to be the same as a rehab, just not being prolonged, and withdrawals 3 times or 4 I forgot 12 mcg?? I know understand alot of u have diffrent opinions, and similar Meds.and people r diff but I see alot of side effects that r all the same for everyone,
I went to a seminar in Tampa on opiate addition and found out after so long fentanyl will destroy ur receptors in ur brain and u will not be able to get any kind of pain relief, no pain Meds will work... I see people on this for 10 yrs.. I'm glad it works for y, it did at first for me,, it should of been weaned off after my gallbladder, he said well ur back is bad u may need surgery.. Had injections only..
Then car accident so no weaning then another procedure then every month something I am so glad that car accident was not my fault they prob. Would tell me I have no rt to drive w/ these Meds, but I don't drive much and only if I'm ok not sick or sleepy,
So any way I really believe I met my soul mate however he knows I am sick, but never told him all I was afraid to, still am so when he leaves back out of country for work I have to get off this and kinda fast, he treats us well and I've never been so happy when he comes home and he is next Sunday:-) till July he wanted me to go w/ him to London but I said I would think about it, I m afraid what if my pass port would get lost or I would lose a patch anything what would I do?would any of u travel out of country while being weaned off of fentanyl ?
I'm so afraid of letting him know how scared, and bad this has affected me.
I've only been with him since October , I guess when I'm off our relationship will be even better..but I have no help from family, only few good friends.. But they do work,, can't stay with me through this, if I needed.
I am very confused about so much.. I don't know what to do, and w/ my kids also..?? Any advise .. From anyone?
And I'm replying I just realized , I forgot that is how long and far in depth I got, sorry, alot of whatbu said caught my eye wanted to know how u r today?

Hi, I read your post and sounds like me, exactly..
I'm unsure if u r still reading these or r off the patch, I've been on it for over 3 yrs now, and it caused me many problems, sweating, chills on 2nd night and 3rd day,, I get about 40 good hrs.. But I'm so tired out all the time from waking every hr, I believe I wake up when medication releases, it sucks, then up because I think it is not as strong and I start withdrawal, I know the med is still releasing but just not as much as 1st day, very very bad vicious cycle every 3 days , then I sometimes have to be some where and change it early and run out early, and I'm terrible by the time my month appt comes
I am on it for many reasons, all diffrent .. But 1/2came after I started the patch.. I lost my gall bladder have alot of imflamation in my stomach, I can't eat, always nausea ,, I take zofran for that among other stomach Meds. Which gi doc said to stop all, and said the pain Meds have to go..
I am terrified on June 18 I get my first reduction, I'm terrified and wonder if I can even have. My kids around to see this..
If I need or should be going to need a detox center? I was told to wean not to go to detox...
I am prescribed mariguanana pills, for cachexia , which my ins just stopped paying for,
I can't afford it 1400$ a month..I was 165 yrs ago
I went down to 92 pounds I had skin hanging everywhere.. The mariguanana helped my appetite/ and withdraw hot flashes and sweats and chills.. but I can feel all food go thru me and it hurts terribly, my stomach always sounds like a bad flu.. And acts like it.. I sometimes vomit.. Like i said the zofran helps but not always..Every day..ESP after food. I get constipated ,, or have runs , it is more constipation then any thing ..
It is very hard to eat.. I go days with out food, if I don't have the pills, I have a friend that recently been bringing me the thc pops and cookies and brownies,, I am up now to 105 I feel better I don't want to drop under 100
If this helps here is why thc
I had a pulmonary embolism so no hormones.... I have been off blood thinners for 2 1/2 yrs now
I have been on Meds for panic disorder none help tried all only Xanax works
So for13 yrs I've been on Xanax .. 2mg 4 times a day 120 a month
I had a horrid MRI bulged , dics pinched nerves, degenerative disc disease,, on my lower back
Some how I got in a accident 6 months ago I guess that car knocked my back in place
It went normal which is wonderful
But now permanent damage to my c1 in my neck, I don't feel it much.. Now but unsure when patch goes..
My neck already was a wreck and had radio frequency lesion sing done..
Had a annal fissure from prob constipation
Gallbladder disease
Anemia
Cachexia
Asthma
Bad immune get strep, or pneumonia every other month, bacterial infections constant in my stomach, h pylori or ur typical vaginal
Constantly running fevers,
Sore throat on and off mainly always even after I finish all Meds from strep
No mono been tested several times,
Most blood. Is great but low thyroid can't take medication for it at the moment due to my weight my doc says I will lose more..
I take the anemia vitamins2 a day
B12 injections very week
Vitamin D 50,000 units every week
180 percoset but I really only take about 50-80 month ...
Prescribed first trazadone then ambian for sleep
But I take 5 mg of melatonin I found while buying calcium in cvs for sleep
I have no energy at all I'm exhausted physically and mentally ,, I cant take the up very hr .. No more I slept once for 5 hrs could not believe it.. But I was tired again within 8 hrs of my day..
I want to be normal again,,,
It seems when I travel I'm better,, I sleep better, eat better, and not so concerned of Meds I do still have nerve pain bad in my legs.. And get sick,, end up home than and bed bound for a month after a trip, but to have that normal feeling of living life more productive and better by going out of town anywhere I think that it is well worth it even my panic disorder..
So if traveling makes me better in all ,, soon as I'm off the patch and percoset I am going to either get a new career , I took in a classes at a travel academy , learned alot cruise lines, ,, continental airlines Amadeus , u name it .. Car rentals, even.. I would be great in traveling around to inspect hotels management and hospitality, I would take just about any travel job, planes how ever I hate, that panic disorder gets badd..it was a fun class.. I even went for paramedic , got my EMT emergency medical tech.. at 18 yrs old..... Than court reporting..
I never in my life thought I would be like this now.. Meds. Sick.. It sucksim sick of hospitals doctors pills pharmacies ,,, they probably think oh here comes the walking medication twig that looks like I smoke crack..I believe crack might be easier to come off then fentanyl ? Wouldn't know.. I did detox from percs back in the day 30 mg Roxie and stadol,, I stopped cold turkey and Xanax that was a mistake never a benzodiazepine .. I seized up could not move my body at all my father carried me to the car and called the rehab facility they told him if I had a Xanax to give it to me and bring me back, he said f u and took me to a. Er where I met a doctor that helped me and pretty much doubled timed my Xanax temp.. And then weaned me back to my normal dose at that time.. This was in 2007,,
I stopped sub oxen immediate I actually got sick from it badly. Vomited panic attack badd was dizzy it worked in rehab but the one they prescribe out is diffrent I could not take it.. But had no problem staying off the opiates till I had my last child in may of 2009 I had been given 3 or 4 epi during labor than next day tubal,, I felt my whole tubal I woke up and the epi did not work , just like during labor,, any way that was the last straw , I could not walk and hurt so badd, I had no choice but to take a opiate if I wanted to be able to Hold and care for my newborn and 2 other children, and my husband just divorced me, I guess my addition went to the mall and shopped him to debt..
So I figured that percoset of 10/325 was worth be able to care for my baby..
It was ..
But that should of stopped oh yeah and that soma ,, I stopped soma 1 yr ago
After my gallbladder disease I got pneumonia , and was very ILL I thought I was going to die
My vision was blurred I could not understand nor think, was dehydrated , doctor gave me prescriptions I filled them and took them as prescribed..I never payed attention that one was a narcotic, I never heard of fentanyl even going thru EMT school.. I never finished paramedic or I would not be on here now.. On this page
It came my routine appt I made it , but not exact on 30th day and the fentanyl wore out.. Had I known that was the problem!!!
I got really sick I thought I relapsed w/ a real bad flu I went to er told them I just got over pneumonia and told them I was on normally antibiotics for that.. They gave me nausea and other stuff for a bad flu stayed almost a full day almost admitted , and was sent home..
Lasted a full week.. Went back to my doctor I was better , he said great, and wrote my normal scripts, plus fentanyl again I asked then why? He said w my gallbladder disease and stomach pain he wanted to lower my percocet so I would not be getting as much thru my stomach, objective lessen medications going thru my stomach.. Hoping to lessen my stomach pain, it sounded good.. At the time, had I known that caused my so called flu, or told my doctor about it, I was just embarrassed, telling him because I am sick so much,, I figured why mention a flu.
Well now I still have stomach pain,
But I also feel so absolutely horrible from this patch, right now my life is terrible..
It has such bad side effects ,, and caused more problems then anything
This is so long and alot of problems and yes I can say there r more medications I take
Creon
Dexilant
Aciphex
Oh and I grind my teeth really bad while I do sleep,, which causes bad migranes associated with light sensitive and wavy lines if driving or flashing lights, that happens right before my head hurts so i know to go home. And sleep it off, if I can..
I'm a complete mess with sleep a schedule..
This drug ruined me .. But I will get off this.. And I want to make sure this drug is known to everyone ... Stay away from it ... U will suffer....baddd I know brief what I'm about to go thru,
I figure probably 100 times more than that flu for 1 week
,, that was 25 mg at 30 days,,that was 01/2010 now I'm on 75 mcg 2 yrs 1/2
I hope my health gets better coming off every other doctor says it is the patch.. I just wonder if I should go in a detox center and they said cold turkey, and they will give me Xanax , as its prescribed, but nothing else..nothing for sleep or even methadone at the highest point of the detox,, I found that odd .. Cleveland clinc does that, and they r like #1 on a us hospital, that is where I went before, I could not wean off pills it was hard..I just wanted quick easy
But that benzodiazepine they should never done, I suffered greatly .. So unsure really how bad a opiate is? I hear benzodiazepine u can die from ,,opiate u can't ''well always nothing is 100%#" u always r at risk of death w/ fentanyl ..
Every doctor tells me it has to be weaned off?? But only 1 doctor will prescribe it,, to me. Messed up .. I want to scream at him, but I can't I want this as painless as possible,,but I don't want to withdraw every 25 mcg every month, and find out it would of be the same as going in a detox, 1 time . I want to be certain that the withdrawals r less weaned .. I don't need to detox 3 times badly or maybe not ? Any one know? How bad being weaned, or any thing that can releiave withdrawals from this, I am a walking pharmacy so .I may have something to help.. Does percoset help,, withdraw from fentanyl I know it's a opiate, however my doctor said if I fell withdrawals in between patch my percs would help?
Or is detox off 25 going to be the same as a rehab, just not being prolonged, and withdrawals 3 times or 4 I forgot 12 mcg?? I know understand alot of u have diffrent opinions, and similar Meds.and people r diff but I see alot of side effects that r all the same for everyone,
I went to a seminar in Tampa on opiate addition and found out after so long fentanyl will destroy ur receptors in ur brain and u will not be able to get any kind of pain relief, no pain Meds will work... I see people on this for 10 yrs.. I'm glad it works for y, it did at first for me,, it should of been weaned off after my gallbladder, he said well ur back is bad u may need surgery.. Had injections only..
Then car accident so no weaning then another procedure then every month something I am so glad that car accident was not my fault they prob. Would tell me I have no rt to drive w/ these Meds, but I don't drive much and only if I'm ok not sick or sleepy,
So any way I really believe I met my soul mate however he knows I am sick, but never told him all I was afraid to, still am so when he leaves back out of country for work I have to get off this and kinda fast, he treats us well and I've never been so happy when he comes home and he is next Sunday:-) till July he wanted me to go w/ him to London but I said I would think about it, I m afraid what if my pass port would get lost or I would lose a patch anything what would I do?would any of u travel out of country while being weaned off of fentanyl ?
I'm so afraid of letting him know how scared, and bad this has affected me.
I've only been with him since October , I guess when I'm off our relationship will be even better..but I have no help from family, only few good friends.. But they do work,, can't stay with me through this, if I needed.
I am very confused about so much.. I don't know what to do, and w/ my kids also..?? Any advise .. From anyone?
And I'm replying I just realized , I forgot that is how long and far in depth I got, sorry, alot of whatbu said caught my eye wanted to know how u r today?

Hi, I read your post and sounds like me, exactly..
I'm unsure if u r still reading these or r off the patch, I've been on it for over 3 yrs now, and it caused me many problems, sweating, chills on 2nd night and 3rd day,, I get about 40 good hrs.. But I'm so tired out all the time from waking every hr, I believe I wake up when medication releases, it sucks, then up because I think it is not as strong and I start withdrawal, I know the med is still releasing but just not as much as 1st day, very very bad vicious cycle every 3 days , then I sometimes have to be some where and change it early and run out early, and I'm terrible by the time my month appt comes
I am on it for many reasons, all diffrent .. But 1/2came after I started the patch.. I lost my gall bladder have alot of imflamation in my stomach, I can't eat, always nausea ,, I take zofran for that among other stomach Meds. Which gi doc said to stop all, and said the pain Meds have to go..
I am terrified on June 18 I get my first reduction, I'm terrified and wonder if I can even have. My kids around to see this..
If I need or should be going to need a detox center? I was told to wean not to go to detox...
I am prescribed mariguanana pills, for cachexia , which my ins just stopped paying for,
I can't afford it 1400$ a month..I was 165 yrs ago
I went down to 92 pounds I had skin hanging everywhere.. The mariguanana helped my appetite/ and withdraw hot flashes and sweats and chills.. but I can feel all food go thru me and it hurts terribly, my stomach always sounds like a bad flu.. And acts like it.. I sometimes vomit.. Like i said the zofran helps but not always..Every day..ESP after food. I get constipated ,, or have runs , it is more constipation then any thing ..
It is very hard to eat.. I go days with out food, if I don't have the pills, I have a friend that recently been bringing me the thc pops and cookies and brownies,, I am up now to 105 I feel better I don't want to drop under 100
If this helps here is why thc
I had a pulmonary embolism so no hormones.... I have been off blood thinners for 2 1/2 yrs now
I have been on Meds for panic disorder none help tried all only Xanax works
So for13 yrs I've been on Xanax .. 2mg 4 times a day 120 a month
I had a horrid MRI bulged , dics pinched nerves, degenerative disc disease,, on my lower back
Some how I got in a accident 6 months ago I guess that car knocked my back in place
It went normal which is wonderful
But now permanent damage to my c1 in my neck, I don't feel it much.. Now but unsure when patch goes..
My neck already was a wreck and had radio frequency lesion sing done..
Had a annal fissure from prob constipation
Gallbladder disease
Anemia
Cachexia
Asthma
Bad immune get strep, or pneumonia every other month, bacterial infections constant in my stomach, h pylori or ur typical vaginal
Constantly running fevers,
Sore throat on and off mainly always even after I finish all Meds from strep
No mono been tested several times,
Most blood. Is great but low thyroid can't take medication for it at the moment due to my weight my doc says I will lose more..
I take the anemia vitamins2 a day
B12 injections very week
Vitamin D 50,000 units every week
180 percoset but I really only take about 50-80 month ...
Prescribed first trazadone then ambian for sleep
But I take 5 mg of melatonin I found while buying calcium in cvs for sleep
I have no energy at all I'm exhausted physically and mentally ,, I cant take the up very hr .. No more I slept once for 5 hrs could not believe it.. But I was tired again within 8 hrs of my day..
I want to be normal again,,,
It seems when I travel I'm better,, I sleep better, eat better, and not so concerned of Meds I do still have nerve pain bad in my legs.. And get sick,, end up home than and bed bound for a month after a trip, but to have that normal feeling of living life more productive and better by going out of town anywhere I think that it is well worth it even my panic disorder..
So if traveling makes me better in all ,, soon as I'm off the patch and percoset I am going to either get a new career , I took in a classes at a travel academy , learned alot cruise lines, ,, continental airlines Amadeus , u name it .. Car rentals, even.. I would be great in traveling around to inspect hotels management and hospitality, I would take just about any travel job, planes how ever I hate, that panic disorder gets badd..it was a fun class.. I even went for paramedic , got my EMT emergency medical tech.. at 18 yrs old..... Than court reporting..
I never in my life thought I would be like this now.. Meds. Sick.. It sucksim sick of hospitals doctors pills pharmacies ,,, they probably think oh here comes the walking medication twig that looks like I smoke crack..I believe crack might be easier to come off then fentanyl ? Wouldn't know.. I did detox from percs back in the day 30 mg Roxie and stadol,, I stopped cold turkey and Xanax that was a mistake never a benzodiazepine .. I seized up could not move my body at all my father carried me to the car and called the rehab facility they told him if I had a Xanax to give it to me and bring me back, he said f u and took me to a. Er where I met a doctor that helped me and pretty much doubled timed my Xanax temp.. And then weaned me back to my normal dose at that time.. This was in 2007,,
I stopped sub oxen immediate I actually got sick from it badly. Vomited panic attack badd was dizzy it worked in rehab but the one they prescribe out is diffrent I could not take it.. But had no problem staying off the opiates till I had my last child in may of 2009 I had been given 3 or 4 epi during labor than next day tubal,, I felt my whole tubal I woke up and the epi did not work , just like during labor,, any way that was the last straw , I could not walk and hurt so badd, I had no choice but to take a opiate if I wanted to be able to Hold and care for my newborn and 2 other children, and my husband just divorced me, I guess my addition went to the mall and shopped him to debt..
So I figured that percoset of 10/325 was worth be able to care for my baby..
It was ..
But that should of stopped oh yeah and that soma ,, I stopped soma 1 yr ago
After my gallbladder disease I got pneumonia , and was very ILL I thought I was going to die
My vision was blurred I could not understand nor think, was dehydrated , doctor gave me prescriptions I filled them and took them as prescribed..I never payed attention that one was a narcotic, I never heard of fentanyl even going thru EMT school.. I never finished paramedic or I would not be on here now.. On this page
It came my routine appt I made it , but not exact on 30th day and the fentanyl wore out.. Had I known that was the problem!!!
I got really sick I thought I relapsed w/ a real bad flu I went to er told them I just got over pneumonia and told them I was on normally antibiotics for that.. They gave me nausea and other stuff for a bad flu stayed almost a full day almost admitted , and was sent home..
Lasted a full week.. Went back to my doctor I was better , he said great, and wrote my normal scripts, plus fentanyl again I asked then why? He said w my gallbladder disease and stomach pain he wanted to lower my percocet so I would not be getting as much thru my stomach, objective lessen medications going thru my stomach.. Hoping to lessen my stomach pain, it sounded good.. At the time, had I known that caused my so called flu, or told my doctor about it, I was just embarrassed, telling him because I am sick so much,, I figured why mention a flu.
Well now I still have stomach pain,
But I also feel so absolutely horrible from this patch, right now my life is terrible..
It has such bad side effects ,, and caused more problems then anything
This is so long and alot of problems and yes I can say there r more medications I take
Creon
Dexilant
Aciphex
Oh and I grind my teeth really bad while I do sleep,, which causes bad migranes associated with light sensitive and wavy lines if driving or flashing lights, that happens right before my head hurts so i know to go home. And sleep it off, if I can..
I'm a complete mess with sleep a schedule..
This drug ruined me .. But I will get off this.. And I want to make sure this drug is known to everyone ... Stay away from it ... U will suffer....baddd I know brief what I'm about to go thru,
I figure probably 100 times more than that flu for 1 week
,, that was 25 mg at 30 days,,that was 01/2010 now I'm on 75 mcg 2 yrs 1/2
I hope my health gets better coming off every other doctor says it is the patch.. I just wonder if I should go in a detox center and they said cold turkey, and they will give me Xanax , as its prescribed, but nothing else..nothing for sleep or even methadone at the highest point of the detox,, I found that odd .. Cleveland clinc does that, and they r like #1 on a us hospital, that is where I went before, I could not wean off pills it was hard..I just wanted quick easy
But that benzodiazepine they should never done, I suffered greatly .. So unsure really how bad a opiate is? I hear benzodiazepine u can die from ,,opiate u can't ''well always nothing is 100%#" u always r at risk of death w/ fentanyl ..
Every doctor tells me it has to be weaned off?? But only 1 doctor will prescribe it,, to me. Messed up .. I want to scream at him, but I can't I want this as painless as possible,,but I don't want to withdraw every 25 mcg every month, and find out it would of be the same as going in a detox, 1 time . I want to be certain that the withdrawals r less weaned .. I don't need to detox 3 times badly or maybe not ? Any one know? How bad being weaned, or any thing that can releiave withdrawals from this, I am a walking pharmacy so .I may have something to help.. Does percoset help,, withdraw from fentanyl I know it's a opiate, however my doctor said if I fell withdrawals in between patch my percs would help?
Or is detox off 25 going to be the same as a rehab, just not being prolonged, and withdrawals 3 times or 4 I forgot 12 mcg?? I know understand alot of u have diffrent opinions, and similar Meds.and people r diff but I see alot of side effects that r all the same for everyone,
I went to a seminar in Tampa on opiate addition and found out after so long fentanyl will destroy ur receptors in ur brain and u will not be able to get any kind of pain relief, no pain Meds will work... I see people on this for 10 yrs.. I'm glad it works for y, it did at first for me,, it should of been weaned off after my gallbladder, he said well ur back is bad u may need surgery.. Had injections only..
Then car accident so no weaning then another procedure then every month something I am so glad that car accident was not my fault they prob. Would tell me I have no rt to drive w/ these Meds, but I don't drive much and only if I'm ok not sick or sleepy,
So any way I really believe I met my soul mate however he knows I am sick, but never told him all I was afraid to, still am so when he leaves back out of country for work I have to get off this and kinda fast, he treats us well and I've never been so happy when he comes home and he is next Sunday:-) till July he wanted me to go w/ him to London but I said I would think about it, I m afraid what if my pass port would get lost or I would lose a patch anything what would I do?would any of u travel out of country while being weaned off of fentanyl ?
I'm so afraid of letting him know how scared, and bad this has affected me.
I've only been with him since October , I guess when I'm off our relationship will be even better..but I have no help from family, only few good friends.. But they do work,, can't stay with me through this, if I needed.
I am very confused about so much.. I don't know what to do, and w/ my kids also..?? Any advise .. From anyone?
And I'm replying I just realized , I forgot that is how long and far in depth I got, sorry, alot of whatbu said caught my eye wanted to know how u r today?

Hi, I read your post and sounds like me, exactly..
I'm unsure if u r still reading these or r off the patch, I've been on it for over 3 yrs now, and it caused me many problems, sweating, chills on 2nd night and 3rd day,, I get about 40 good hrs.. But I'm so tired out all the time from waking every hr, I believe I wake up when medication releases, it sucks, then up because I think it is not as strong and I start withdrawal, I know the med is still releasing but just not as much as 1st day, very very bad vicious cycle every 3 days , then I sometimes have to be some where and change it early and run out early, and I'm terrible by the time my month appt comes
I am on it for many reasons, all diffrent .. But 1/2came after I started the patch.. I lost my gall bladder have alot of imflamation in my stomach, I can't eat, always nausea ,, I take zofran for that among other stomach Meds. Which gi doc said to stop all, and said the pain Meds have to go..
I am terrified on June 18 I get my first reduction, I'm terrified and wonder if I can even have. My kids around to see this..
If I need or should be going to need a detox center? I was told to wean not to go to detox...
I am prescribed mariguanana pills, for cachexia , which my ins just stopped paying for,
I can't afford it 1400$ a month..I was 165 yrs ago
I went down to 92 pounds I had skin hanging everywhere.. The mariguanana helped my appetite/ and withdraw hot flashes and sweats and chills.. but I can feel all food go thru me and it hurts terribly, my stomach always sounds like a bad flu.. And acts like it.. I sometimes vomit.. Like i said the zofran helps but not always..Every day..ESP after food. I get constipated ,, or have runs , it is more constipation then any thing ..
It is very hard to eat.. I go days with out food, if I don't have the pills, I have a friend that recently been bringing me the thc pops and cookies and brownies,, I am up now to 105 I feel better I don't want to drop under 100
If this helps here is why thc
I had a pulmonary embolism so no hormones.... I have been off blood thinners for 2 1/2 yrs now
I have been on Meds for panic disorder none help tried all only Xanax works
So for13 yrs I've been on Xanax .. 2mg 4 times a day 120 a month
I had a horrid MRI bulged , dics pinched nerves, degenerative disc disease,, on my lower back
Some how I got in a accident 6 months ago I guess that car knocked my back in place
It went normal which is wonderful
But now permanent damage to my c1 in my neck, I don't feel it much.. Now but unsure when patch goes..
My neck already was a wreck and had radio frequency lesion sing done..
Had a annal fissure from prob constipation
Gallbladder disease
Anemia
Cachexia
Asthma
Bad immune get strep, or pneumonia every other month, bacterial infections constant in my stomach, h pylori or ur typical vaginal
Constantly running fevers,
Sore throat on and off mainly always even after I finish all Meds from strep
No mono been tested several times,
Most blood. Is great but low thyroid can't take medication for it at the moment due to my weight my doc says I will lose more..
I take the anemia vitamins2 a day
B12 injections very week
Vitamin D 50,000 units every week
180 percoset but I really only take about 50-80 month ...
Prescribed first trazadone then ambian for sleep
But I take 5 mg of melatonin I found while buying calcium in cvs for sleep
I have no energy at all I'm exhausted physically and mentally ,, I cant take the up very hr .. No more I slept once for 5 hrs could not believe it.. But I was tired again within 8 hrs of my day..
I want to be normal again,,,
It seems when I travel I'm better,, I sleep better, eat better, and not so concerned of Meds I do still have nerve pain bad in my legs.. And get sick,, end up home than and bed bound for a month after a trip, but to have that normal feeling of living life more productive and better by going out of town anywhere I think that it is well worth it even my panic disorder..
So if traveling makes me better in all ,, soon as I'm off the patch and percoset I am going to either get a new career , I took in a classes at a travel academy , learned alot cruise lines, ,, continental airlines Amadeus , u name it .. Car rentals, even.. I would be great in traveling around to inspect hotels management and hospitality, I would take just about any travel job, planes how ever I hate, that panic disorder gets badd..it was a fun class.. I even went for paramedic , got my EMT emergency medical tech.. at 18 yrs old..... Than court reporting..
I never in my life thought I would be like this now.. Meds. Sick.. It sucksim sick of hospitals doctors pills pharmacies ,,, they probably think oh here comes the walking medication twig that looks like I smoke crack..I believe crack might be easier to come off then fentanyl ? Wouldn't know.. I did detox from percs back in the day 30 mg Roxie and stadol,, I stopped cold turkey and Xanax that was a mistake never a benzodiazepine .. I seized up could not move my body at all my father carried me to the car and called the rehab facility they told him if I had a Xanax to give it to me and bring me back, he said f u and took me to a. Er where I met a doctor that helped me and pretty much doubled timed my Xanax temp.. And then weaned me back to my normal dose at that time.. This was in 2007,,
I stopped sub oxen immediate I actually got sick from it badly. Vomited panic attack badd was dizzy it worked in rehab but the one they prescribe out is diffrent I could not take it.. But had no problem staying off the opiates till I had my last child in may of 2009 I had been given 3 or 4 epi during labor than next day tubal,, I felt my whole tubal I woke up and the epi did not work , just like during labor,, any way that was the last straw , I could not walk and hurt so badd, I had no choice but to take a opiate if I wanted to be able to Hold and care for my newborn and 2 other children, and my husband just divorced me, I guess my addition went to the mall and shopped him to debt..
So I figured that percoset of 10/325 was worth be able to care for my baby..
It was ..
But that should of stopped oh yeah and that soma ,, I stopped soma 1 yr ago
After my gallbladder disease I got pneumonia , and was very ILL I thought I was going to die
My vision was blurred I could not understand nor think, was dehydrated , doctor gave me prescriptions I filled them and took them as prescribed..I never payed attention that one was a narcotic, I never heard of fentanyl even going thru EMT school.. I never finished paramedic or I would not be on here now.. On this page
It came my routine appt I made it , but not exact on 30th day and the fentanyl wore out.. Had I known that was the problem!!!
I got really sick I thought I relapsed w/ a real bad flu I went to er told them I just got over pneumonia and told them I was on normally antibiotics for that.. They gave me nausea and other stuff for a bad flu stayed almost a full day almost admitted , and was sent home..
Lasted a full week.. Went back to my doctor I was better , he said great, and wrote my normal scripts, plus fentanyl again I asked then why? He said w my gallbladder disease and stomach pain he wanted to lower my percocet so I would not be getting as much thru my stomach, objective lessen medications going thru my stomach.. Hoping to lessen my stomach pain, it sounded good.. At the time, had I known that caused my so called flu, or told my doctor about it, I was just embarrassed, telling him because I am sick so much,, I figured why mention a flu.
Well now I still have stomach pain,
But I also feel so absolutely horrible from this patch, right now my life is terrible..
It has such bad side effects ,, and caused more problems then anything
This is so long and alot of problems and yes I can say there r more medications I take
Creon
Dexilant
Aciphex
Oh and I grind my teeth really bad while I do sleep,, which causes bad migranes associated with light sensitive and wavy lines if driving or flashing lights, that happens right before my head hurts so i know to go home. And sleep it off, if I can..
I'm a complete mess with sleep a schedule..
This drug ruined me .. But I will get off this.. And I want to make sure this drug is known to everyone ... Stay away from it ... U will suffer....baddd I know brief what I'm about to go thru,
I figure probably 100 times more than that flu for 1 week
,, that was 25 mg at 30 days,,that was 01/2010 now I'm on 75 mcg 2 yrs 1/2
I hope my health gets better coming off every other doctor says it is the patch.. I just wonder if I should go in a detox center and they said cold turkey, and they will give me Xanax , as its prescribed, but nothing else..nothing for sleep or even methadone at the highest point of the detox,, I found that odd .. Cleveland clinc does that, and they r like #1 on a us hospital, that is where I went before, I could not wean off pills it was hard..I just wanted quick easy
But that benzodiazepine they should never done, I suffered greatly .. So unsure really how bad a opiate is? I hear benzodiazepine u can die from ,,opiate u can't ''well always nothing is 100%#" u always r at risk of death w/ fentanyl ..
Every doctor tells me it has to be weaned off?? But only 1 doctor will prescribe it,, to me. Messed up .. I want to scream at him, but I can't I want this as painless as possible,,but I don't want to withdraw every 25 mcg every month, and find out it would of be the same as going in a detox, 1 time . I want to be certain that the withdrawals r less weaned .. I don't need to detox 3 times badly or maybe not ? Any one know? How bad being weaned, or any thing that can releiave withdrawals from this, I am a walking pharmacy so .I may have something to help.. Does percoset help,, withdraw from fentanyl I know it's a opiate, however my doctor said if I fell withdrawals in between patch my percs would help?
Or is detox off 25 going to be the same as a rehab, just not being prolonged, and withdrawals 3 times or 4 I forgot 12 mcg?? I know understand alot of u have diffrent opinions, and similar Meds.and people r diff but I see alot of side effects that r all the same for everyone,
I went to a seminar in Tampa on opiate addition and found out after so long fentanyl will destroy ur receptors in ur brain and u will not be able to get any kind of pain relief, no pain Meds will work... I see people on this for 10 yrs.. I'm glad it works for y, it did at first for me,, it should of been weaned off after my gallbladder, he said well ur back is bad u may need surgery.. Had injections only..
Then car accident so no weaning then another procedure then every month something I am so glad that car accident was not my fault they prob. Would tell me I have no rt to drive w/ these Meds, but I don't drive much and only if I'm ok not sick or sleepy,
So any way I really believe I met my soul mate however he knows I am sick, but never told him all I was afraid to, still am so when he leaves back out of country for work I have to get off this and kinda fast, he treats us well and I've never been so happy when he comes home and he is next Sunday:-) till July he wanted me to go w/ him to London but I said I would think about it, I m afraid what if my pass port would get lost or I would lose a patch anything what would I do?would any of u travel out of country while being weaned off of fentanyl ?
I'm so afraid of letting him know how scared, and bad this has affected me.
I've only been with him since October , I guess when I'm off our relationship will be even better..but I have no help from family, only few good friends.. But they do work,, can't stay with me through this, if I needed.
I am very confused about so much.. I don't know what to do, and w/ my kids also..?? Any advise .. From anyone?
And I'm replying I just realized , I forgot that is how long and far in depth I got, sorry, alot of whatbu said caught my eye wanted to know how u r today?

Hi, I read your post and sounds like me, exactly..
I'm unsure if u r still reading these or r off the patch, I've been on it for over 3 yrs now, and it caused me many problems, sweating, chills on 2nd night and 3rd day,, I get about 40 good hrs.. But I'm so tired out all the time from waking every hr, I believe I wake up when medication releases, it sucks, then up because I think it is not as strong and I start withdrawal, I know the med is still releasing but just not as much as 1st day, very very bad vicious cycle every 3 days , then I sometimes have to be some where and change it early and run out early, and I'm terrible by the time my month appt comes
I am on it for many reasons, all diffrent .. But 1/2came after I started the patch.. I lost my gall bladder have alot of imflamation in my stomach, I can't eat, always nausea ,, I take zofran for that among other stomach Meds. Which gi doc said to stop all, and said the pain Meds have to go..
I am terrified on June 18 I get my first reduction, I'm terrified and wonder if I can even have. My kids around to see this..
If I need or should be going to need a detox center? I was told to wean not to go to detox...
I am prescribed mariguanana pills, for cachexia , which my ins just stopped paying for,
I can't afford it 1400$ a month..I was 165 yrs ago
I went down to 92 pounds I had skin hanging everywhere.. The mariguanana helped my appetite/ and withdraw hot flashes and sweats and chills.. but I can feel all food go thru me and it hurts terribly, my stomach always sounds like a bad flu.. And acts like it.. I sometimes vomit.. Like i said the zofran helps but not always..Every day..ESP after food. I get constipated ,, or have runs , it is more constipation then any thing ..
It is very hard to eat.. I go days with out food, if I don't have the pills, I have a friend that recently been bringing me the thc pops and cookies and brownies,, I am up now to 105 I feel better I don't want to drop under 100
If this helps here is why thc
I had a pulmonary embolism so no hormones.... I have been off blood thinners for 2 1/2 yrs now
I have been on Meds for panic disorder none help tried all only Xanax works
So for13 yrs I've been on Xanax .. 2mg 4 times a day 120 a month
I had a horrid MRI bulged , dics pinched nerves, degenerative disc disease,, on my lower back
Some how I got in a accident 6 months ago I guess that car knocked my back in place
It went normal which is wonderful
But now permanent damage to my c1 in my neck, I don't feel it much.. Now but unsure when patch goes..
My neck already was a wreck and had radio frequency lesion sing done..
Had a annal fissure from prob constipation
Gallbladder disease
Anemia
Cachexia
Asthma
Bad immune get strep, or pneumonia every other month, bacterial infections constant in my stomach, h pylori or ur typical vaginal
Constantly running fevers,
Sore throat on and off mainly always even after I finish all Meds from strep
No mono been tested several times,
Most blood. Is great but low thyroid can't take medication for it at the moment due to my weight my doc says I will lose more..
I take the anemia vitamins2 a day
B12 injections very week
Vitamin D 50,000 units every week
180 percoset but I really only take about 50-80 month ...
Prescribed first trazadone then ambian for sleep
But I take 5 mg of melatonin I found while buying calcium in cvs for sleep
I have no energy at all I'm exhausted physically and mentally ,, I cant take the up very hr .. No more I slept once for 5 hrs could not believe it.. But I was tired again within 8 hrs of my day..
I want to be normal again,,,
It seems when I travel I'm better,, I sleep better, eat better, and not so concerned of Meds I do still have nerve pain bad in my legs.. And get sick,, end up home than and bed bound for a month after a trip, but to have that normal feeling of living life more productive and better by going out of town anywhere I think that it is well worth it even my panic disorder..
So if traveling makes me better in all ,, soon as I'm off the patch and percoset I am going to either get a new career , I took in a classes at a travel academy , learned alot cruise lines, ,, continental airlines Amadeus , u name it .. Car rentals, even.. I would be great in traveling around to inspect hotels management and hospitality, I would take just about any travel job, planes how ever I hate, that panic disorder gets badd..it was a fun class.. I even went for paramedic , got my EMT emergency medical tech.. at 18 yrs old..... Than court reporting..
I never in my life thought I would be like this now.. Meds. Sick.. It sucksim sick of hospitals doctors pills pharmacies ,,, they probably think oh here comes the walking medication twig that looks like I smoke crack..I believe crack might be easier to come off then fentanyl ? Wouldn't know.. I did detox from percs back in the day 30 mg Roxie and stadol,, I stopped cold turkey and Xanax that was a mistake never a benzodiazepine .. I seized up could not move my body at all my father carried me to the car and called the rehab facility they told him if I had a Xanax to give it to me and bring me back, he said f u and took me to a. Er where I met a doctor that helped me and pretty much doubled timed my Xanax temp.. And then weaned me back to my normal dose at that time.. This was in 2007,,
I stopped sub oxen immediate I actually got sick from it badly. Vomited panic attack badd was dizzy it worked in rehab but the one they prescribe out is diffrent I could not take it.. But had no problem staying off the opiates till I had my last child in may of 2009 I had been given 3 or 4 epi during labor than next day tubal,, I felt my whole tubal I woke up and the epi did not work , just like during labor,, any way that was the last straw , I could not walk and hurt so badd, I had no choice but to take a opiate if I wanted to be able to Hold and care for my newborn and 2 other children, and my husband just divorced me, I guess my addition went to the mall and shopped him to debt..
So I figured that percoset of 10/325 was worth be able to care for my baby..
It was ..
But that should of stopped oh yeah and that soma ,, I stopped soma 1 yr ago
After my gallbladder disease I got pneumonia , and was very ILL I thought I was going to die
My vision was blurred I could not understand nor think, was dehydrated , doctor gave me prescriptions I filled them and took them as prescribed..I never payed attention that one was a narcotic, I never heard of fentanyl even going thru EMT school.. I never finished paramedic or I would not be on here now.. On this page
It came my routine appt I made it , but not exact on 30th day and the fentanyl wore out.. Had I known that was the problem!!!
I got really sick I thought I relapsed w/ a real bad flu I went to er told them I just got over pneumonia and told them I was on normally antibiotics for that.. They gave me nausea and other stuff for a bad flu stayed almost a full day almost admitted , and was sent home..
Lasted a full week.. Went back to my doctor I was better , he said great, and wrote my normal scripts, plus fentanyl again I asked then why? He said w my gallbladder disease and stomach pain he wanted to lower my percocet so I would not be getting as much thru my stomach, objective lessen medications going thru my stomach.. Hoping to lessen my stomach pain, it sounded good.. At the time, had I known that caused my so called flu, or told my doctor about it, I was just embarrassed, telling him because I am sick so much,, I figured why mention a flu.
Well now I still have stomach pain,
But I also feel so absolutely horrible from this patch, right now my life is terrible..
It has such bad side effects ,, and caused more problems then anything
This is so long and alot of problems and yes I can say there r more medications I take
Creon
Dexilant
Aciphex
Oh and I grind my teeth really bad while I do sleep,, which causes bad migranes associated with light sensitive and wavy lines if driving or flashing lights, that happens right before my head hurts so i know to go home. And sleep it off, if I can..
I'm a complete mess with sleep a schedule..
This drug ruined me .. But I will get off this.. And I want to make sure this drug is known to everyone ... Stay away from it ... U will suffer....baddd I know brief what I'm about to go thru,
I figure probably 100 times more than that flu for 1 week
,, that was 25 mg at 30 days,,that was 01/2010 now I'm on 75 mcg 2 yrs 1/2
I hope my health gets better coming off every other doctor says it is the patch.. I just wonder if I should go in a detox center and they said cold turkey, and they will give me Xanax , as its prescribed, but nothing else..nothing for sleep or even methadone at the highest point of the detox,, I found that odd .. Cleveland clinc does that, and they r like #1 on a us hospital, that is where I went before, I could not wean off pills it was hard..I just wanted quick easy
But that benzodiazepine they should never done, I suffered greatly .. So unsure really how bad a opiate is? I hear benzodiazepine u can die from ,,opiate u can't ''well always nothing is 100%#" u always r at risk of death w/ fentanyl ..
Every doctor tells me it has to be weaned off?? But only 1 doctor will prescribe it,, to me. Messed up .. I want to scream at him, but I can't I want this as painless as possible,,but I don't want to withdraw every 25 mcg every month, and find out it would of be the same as going in a detox, 1 time . I want to be certain that the withdrawals r less weaned .. I don't need to detox 3 times badly or maybe not ? Any one know? How bad being weaned, or any thing that can releiave withdrawals from this, I am a walking pharmacy so .I may have something to help.. Does percoset help,, withdraw from fentanyl I know it's a opiate, however my doctor said if I fell withdrawals in between patch my percs would help?
Or is detox off 25 going to be the same as a rehab, just not being prolonged, and withdrawals 3 times or 4 I forgot 12 mcg?? I know understand alot of u have diffrent opinions, and similar Meds.and people r diff but I see alot of side effects that r all the same for everyone,
I went to a seminar in Tampa on opiate addition and found out after so long fentanyl will destroy ur receptors in ur brain and u will not be able to get any kind of pain relief, no pain Meds will work... I see people on this for 10 yrs.. I'm glad it works for y, it did at first for me,, it should of been weaned off after my gallbladder, he said well ur back is bad u may need surgery.. Had injections only..
Then car accident so no weaning then another procedure then every month something I am so glad that car accident was not my fault they prob. Would tell me I have no rt to drive w/ these Meds, but I don't drive much and only if I'm ok not sick or sleepy,
So any way I really believe I met my soul mate however he knows I am sick, but never told him all I was afraid to, still am so when he leaves back out of country for work I have to get off this and kinda fast, he treats us well and I've never been so happy when he comes home and he is next Sunday:-) till July he wanted me to go w/ him to London but I said I would think about it, I m afraid what if my pass port would get lost or I would lose a patch anything what would I do?would any of u travel out of country while being weaned off of fentanyl ?
I'm so afraid of letting him know how scared, and bad this has affected me.
I've only been with him since October , I guess when I'm off our relationship will be even better..but I have no help from family, only few good friends.. But they do work,, can't stay with me through this, if I needed.
I am very confused about so much.. I don't know what to do, and w/ my kids also..?? Any advise .. From anyone?
And I'm replying I just realized , I forgot that is how long and far in depth I got, sorry, alot of whatbu said caught my eye wanted to know how u r today?

After 7 years clean I had gastric bypass surgery and was given oxycodone I was given 180 10 mg pills a month now 5 years later I am 92lbs and horribly addicted. The past year has been hell my husband died in front of me & my daughter in my livingroom and our lives have been a complete mess we had to leave our home and I have been having severe pain in my stomache evrytime I eat. We finally have a new place to live and I am trying to make a good life for us. My sister in law called my doc & made him stop giving me meds and he did just like that he cut me off (witch I think I have a law suite there, but thats another story) I have since been getting meds from drs & ERs here & there and I want to get off but I'm hooked. I was given 60 yesterday and have 35 left I want to stop I'm hoping to wean myself off but I am so afraid does anyone have any advice the best way to wean off? The best way to take the ones I have I was thinking takings some 10's today then cutting them in half tomorrow I guess like every 4 hrs do you think thats good? Im sorry for the long draged out story I'm just so scared and I want this nightmare to end please help if you can Thanks Nicole

I feel for you, I am a teacher too & had two herniated discs. Was prescribed oxycontin & percocet for 5 years for the first one and was horribly addicted after my surgery. Went to rehab & when I was better wiped out mountain biking & herniated another one. Refused oxy's so went on fentanyl patch & hydromorphone. Am weening off now that I've had surgery.
The problem I see that you have is that chronic pain causes depression which I struggled with too. Do not go off your meds if you still have pain. Your life will suck. Find the meds that best treat your pain and take them as prescribed. I know how hard it is trust me. At one point I had to go to the pharmacy every day to get that day's oxycontin & percocet. I only got enough for one day at a time because like you I would just keep taking them. You could try 1 week at a time or two weeks, whatever works for you.
Personally I think you should use the fentanyl patch, but, if you need pain medication, then you need it. Don't go off of it until your pain is fixed. I was honest with my doctor about my addiction and she was great for helping me and because I was honest she went to bat for me with the school board. If you are honest they will help you and I don't think the school board can do anything, in fact they paid $10 000 for me to go to rehab and paid me the whole time I was there. I live in Canada so that may make a difference.
If you are struggling with depression, talk to your doctor about it because there are some meds that help depression and chronic pain.

Anyhoo, good luck. I know how hard it is and I lost my wife through this too. She actually left me 3 months after my first surgery. I was off work for 10 months and she left and took our daughter three months into it. Some people are so selfish, but, we can't control what others do, we can only control how we let it affect us.

Best of Luck,

Hoser

I feel for you, I am a teacher too & had two herniated discs. Was prescribed oxycontin & percocet for 5 years for the first one and was horribly addicted after my surgery. Went to rehab & when I was better wiped out mountain biking & herniated another one. Refused oxy's so went on fentanyl patch & hydromorphone. Am weening off now that I've had surgery.
The problem I see that you have is that chronic pain causes depression which I struggled with too. Do not go off your meds if you still have pain. Your life will suck. Find the meds that best treat your pain and take them as prescribed. I know how hard it is trust me. At one point I had to go to the pharmacy every day to get that day's oxycontin & percocet. I only got enough for one day at a time because like you I would just keep taking them. You could try 1 week at a time or two weeks, whatever works for you.
Personally I think you should use the fentanyl patch, but, if you need pain medication, then you need it. Don't go off of it until your pain is fixed. I was honest with my doctor about my addiction and she was great for helping me and because I was honest she went to bat for me with the school board. If you are honest they will help you and I don't think the school board can do anything, in fact they paid $10 000 for me to go to rehab and paid me the whole time I was there. I live in Canada so that may make a difference.
If you are struggling with depression, talk to your doctor about it because there are some meds that help depression and chronic pain.

Anyhoo, good luck. I know how hard it is and I lost my wife through this too. She actually left me 3 months after my first surgery. I was off work for 10 months and she left and took our daughter three months into it. Some people are so selfish, but, we can't control what others do, we can only control how we let it affect us.

Best of Luck,

Hoser

i have been taking pain killers for years now it all started with a bad car accident and i have been hooked for so long! it seems like all i worrie about is were i am going to get my next pill from i am so tired of this life i have tried to stop so many times but when i do i hurt so bad i can not hardly walk! i dont know what to do! i dont have any energy and i cant do anything! it is like an endless cycle and i want to break it so bad but i can not! my family worries about me so bad and they are on me all the time they say i am not the same person i used to be and i am just unhappy! i dont want to admit it to any of them but its true! i am so unhappy with my life i never thought it would end up this way! and i have gained weight so that dosnt help either! if any one had any advise please share!

jeffsgirl09,

you just described my life to a very sad T. I blew out my back 3 years ago at work and had to have a fusion in L5/S1. Just a few months prior to injuring my back, I had broken my foot in 3 places when I smashed it with a 2ltr bottle of pop on a wooden floor while doing dishes. It did other damage the doctors didn't know about until recently. I have been on pain meds solid for those 3 years. At one time I was on about 9 different meds including fentynyl 100mg every 3 days, oxy 60mg er, oxy 15mg 2 at a time up to 6 times a day (up to 180 every two weeks), gabapentine (900mg a day), muscle relaxers, and anti depressants (didn't help at all). I am off of it all, on my own, accept the oxy er and oxy ir. I quit it all cold turkey at once. That was a very bad week and I can't do that again!

Last month, after almost 3 years of begging for an mri of my foot my ankle finally ruptured. As I said, I had additional damage from the broken foot that went unchecked because docs wouldn't listen. After coming out of surgery for reconstruction of my entire foot it was like they had given me nothing for the pain as my body was so use to the meds and they couldn't give me more, safely. I was in so much pain I was writhing on the bed moaning for an entire day before I knocked my self out with muscle relaxers for a week as I couldn't take the pain.

If I don't take the oxy my back kills me, but I am so sick of being tired, grouchy, and miserable. It has also affected, as many of you have mentioned, my bowel system. My husband can't stand me anymore. He says I am not who he married. Of course not, I am in pain 24/7. That takes it toll on a person quickly. What happened to "in sickness and in health"? My loyalty to him over the years seems to have just disappeared in his head. Never mind I put up with his verbal and mental abuse for years before getting my back hurt. (We have been together for over 20 years.) In the last few years he has tried very hard to be a better person and treat me better after we almost split, but now that I am injured he is so unsupportive and acts like he is so much better than I am because he has "turned over a new leaf" in his behavior. I am really going through a hard time right now and I feel like I have NO support. I also feel like I am nothing but a burden to everyone and I am afraid my kids will hate me when they get older. He assures me that I am not a burden when I tell him how I feel, but that is not how he acts.

I want to stop taking the meds so I can get my energy back and try to be who I was again, but it hurts so much when I do. I know my body is dependent on the meds and I will let myself get all the way to withdrawal symptoms most days before I take them for pain, but by the time it gets to that the withdrawal symptoms have made me sick and the pain is uncontrollable. I don't know what to do. I wish I could get the suboxen on my own to try it as I don't want to talk to my pain specialist about it because I am afraid she won't prescribe my meds again for me if the suboxen doesn't work or the pain is too severe to go without the. I would like to try the suboxen to see if I can survive the pain on my own without involving my doctor, but I don't know how to do it. Is there any herb, other medicine, or anything else out there that I wouldn't need a script for?

My other issue for not talking to my doctor about it is that the injury was work comp and I am fearful of what they would use against me to cost me my teaching job with the meds I am on.

Other than being tired, my meds do not affect my teaching, but I have cost them hundreds of thousands of dollars medically and legally and I know they would hose me if possible. They already tried to prove I was faking by having me and my children followed and videotaped. They not only thought I was faking, but thought I was working another job on the side while taking work comp money. Not true! I was off work for almost an entire year and missed another year half time. I have 2 doctors that have told me I shouldn't be working more than 4 hours a day, but the comp docs wouldn't admit to that as all of their practice is work comp related and it would have cost them their contract. My care is being run by the lawyers and not my doctor but I can't change the docs as the work comp company has the legal right to send me to who they want and in Kansas I have NO rights!

I never thought my life would turn out this way and I am to the point of wondering if it is even worth it anymore.

I am so sick of hurting, physically and mentally. I am just completely drained. I need help and someone to talk to but I have no one and no where to turn.

Signed Desperate to live again!

Dear Desperate,
I can only imagine how alone and awful you feel. Keep your wits and try to contact a professional who can help with the medical (this includes medication=drug issues) and the legal work issues. Try your Union/ the Union Lawyer.
Workers Comp docs are not going to support what you need and so you must do it another wa
BUT YOU MUST KEEP TRYING!
Keep trying and especially, don't give up or give in to the pain and craziness all this involves. No judgments! Not your self, not from others. You need to handle this with objective smarts, not irrational crap.
When you try to cut down or stop meds, do not wait till you are nearly detoxing! or in agony. You must maintain a reasonable level of pain control in order to be able to function and decrease medication carefully, slowly, smartly.
When you get to the point that your pain is out of hand and you are detoxing, it is beyond reasonable. It is way beyond what is necessary and
you need to deal with it differently! You must keep your pain under control in order to be successful....
....so don't go to either extreme!
Try for a middle ground and keep your sanity. Then try to find an appropriate and professional doctor or maybe a good Clinic - I know how hard to find these may be, but keep looking. Try to connect with a solid doctor or counselor from a clinic with whom you can relate and be honest.
You need to find experts in pain management who are experienced with (drugs/meds) everything that goes with it all without the judging and preaching. Find anyone with knowledge and experience maybe try 'Fort Help' for referrals and networking help. Or other possibly online resources for info and contacts. JUST DON"T GIVE UP! Try again. and again and.....
Keep trying. You can work it out and do so with some reasonable sense of integrity, control and success!!!
Try to make the best of your support system: Use your husband and family and any doctors / friends who can be there for you without all the
judgmental insanity. You don't need that which comes from ignorance (even your own).... you need knowledge and intelligent strategies for successful management. It is out there. Got to find it!
It is hard, but you can make it! And you can do so and be better off than you think possible and certainly be way better off than you feel just now.
Good luck! You can do it! Many of us have.
J

Fentanyl Patch And Oxycodone are known to have painful withdrawals especially when you take the medical detox program upon your rehabilitation. Just seek for medical advises and keep on staying positive until you achieved full recovery from addiction.

Hi I started this post a few years ago when I had had enough fo the drugs and decided to eliminate them. It will be two years in November since I took the Fentanyl patch off for good and I really have felt much better as a result of it. Yes I still have the negative pressure headaches but I can control them by either laying down until it relieves itself or take a tylenol 3 or sometimes and Oxy 5. I still have a Oxy 10's but rarely use them now. The less drugs I take the mosre effective they are when I do use them.
It was difficult for a week or 10 days to get rid of the drugs in my system but after that I have not have any more sweats from each three day withdrawal from the patch.
I can't say that I would recommend this to everyone but I certainly would do it again if the need be. I feel so much better today than when I was taking the mndication for the pain.
Everyone is different and each person knows if the side effects are worse than the origianal condition. You must make up your owm mind and make it an individual decision.

Hi all....
I am about to embark on this seriously scary part of detoxing from hydros 10/325's 3x day and fentanyl patches as high as 100's x 48hrs. and now I am down to 25's and will reduce to 12's tomorrow which I plan to take until this Sunday. This is my second try at getting off the patch as my pain mgmt doc rapidly reduced me off the patch per my request going from 100's to 12's in a short 5 weeks. I had a surgery back in sept. of 08' that went bad and lead to 5 more surgeries over the next 7 months that was living hell. I had never been on opiates of any kind other than the occasional hydros given for when I pulled a muscle in my back or groin, etc. I had only been given about 10 to 14 days worth and never experienced w/d's from them. I had no idea what I was getting into when they prescribed me the patches!!! I feel so stupid for not researching out how hard it is to get of the crap!!!! I am a very intelligent man and did read up on what the medication was and it did state it would be addictive but never explained to this level of w/d's.... I am furious with the docs as they should clearly explain the end result of the road you about to go down. Anyways, after the rapid detox off the patches I had no problems for the first 7 to 9 days as I was still on the hydros. and then it all hit!!!! Every w/d symptom you can put in the book hit me and it was living hell... I went to the pain mgmt. doc cuz I was going out of my mind and he told me I was having a reaction to gabapentin which I was using due to a nerve being severed in my leg on my 3rd surgery. I didn't know any better cuz it was a nerve medicine and I felt like I was crawling out of my skin!!!! I thought it was from the nerve meds. This went on for 2 1/2 wks. of sweating, sleepless nights going out of my mind along with all the other things associated with w/d's!!!! I finally went back to my pain mgmt. doc who was on vacation and I had to see his partner and she confirmed it to be w/d's and not a reaction to the nerve meds. I was devastated as my suspicions had finally come to reality... This was last Wed. and she told me to go home and put a patch on as I had a couple of 12's and a 25 left.... What kind of an answer is that!!!! I no longer have pain as I have recovered from the surgeries and am dependent upon the drug... I didn't know what to do besides follow her advise to keep from going insane.... Now I feel like I am back at step 1 again. Since putting the patch back on I have not taken a single hydro and plan to use the Thomas Recipe to try and kick this crap once and for all!!!! It has been devastating as I called my primary doc and he didn't even call me back!!!! I feel so alone with no one to turn to as I asked about Suboxone with the pain mgmt. doc. and she would not even engage the discussion. Maybe cuz i'm not her patient or maybe cuz i'm $$$$ to them!!!! If I get off the drugs I can no longer make that Benz payment for them... Who knows with how screwed up the system is.... Anyways, I live close to the Mexican border and went and picked up the necessary drugs for the Thomas recipe and am going to face the BULL come this Sunday.... I am scared and called my primary doc back yesterday and threatened complaining to the board if he didn't contact me so I can talk with him about all this and make sure I am doing this right!!!! I know it can be done and I will be successful as this has gone on too long and I feel like I have no life or energy.... I am a successful structural engineer, but am about to loose my job cuz I can't go back to work like this and have been out since my original surgery on 9/17/08. My benefits are about to run out and reality has just set in. I am very depressed but I WILL PREVAIL OVER THIS MONSTER!!!! All your comments and PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE your success stories will be much appreciated. I plan to write on many blogs starting with day 1 as this is going to be part of my plan to stay off the crap!!!!

Thanks for listening/reading and God Bless us all....
None of us deserve this misery that I believe the system wants to keep us in.... You break down a person's will and desire and you control them!!!! That is what all these insurance and pharmacy companies want along with our doctor's as we are $$$$ in their pockets too!!!!

I have heard of the Thomas Recipe and it should help you out. Good luck to you...when it's all over and you are back to the person you were before this started you will feel much better...
I suggest you go to a forum called Topix just google it and go to the OxyContin, Roxicodone, Oxycodone Forum and ask a poster in there by the name of Piercit for help..he is an expert in the field of the correct vitamins to take while withdrawing..although I don't post on that forum I can tell you he is absolutely informed..and he will help you through this situation..I promise you that..he will help you out and be supportive... Good Luck To You..

Help, I have been on fentanyl patches (225 mcg every 36 hours. After 12 years on my patches i now know that i need to go off them. Everywhere i read they talk about the high. WHAT HIGH, i never knew that you could get a high on the patch. Do to circumstances beyond my control, I will not be able to pay cash for my RX (over 6000.oo) So I would like to know what you recommend to go off the patches. But the big question I would like to know what medicine could be given to replace my patches. The pain in my lower back 5 surgeries on my back 8 on right knee & many surgeries to keep things going.Please help me time is running out.
thanks

I had L4-L5-S1 fusion one month ago today plus a double lamenectomy. 4 screws, two spacers, one rod. Sent home from the hospital on Dilaudid 4mg 1-2 every 4-6 hours and Fentynal 50mg @ 3 days. Before surgery that I was up to norco 10/325 1-2 every 4-6 hrs after 5 years of daily hydrocodone. PM doc at the surgeons office handles all pain meds. He switched me back to norco from the dilaudid two weeks go but kept me on the patch. today he said he wants me to start 25mg patch after my next 50mg patch runs out. He also cut my hydrocodone in half as well. I'm not mad but scared that I will be in pain and that this is too much of a decrease too soon. Any thoughts or advice? Should I try the 25mg patch tomorrow morning instead of my last 50mg and just get it over with? Also there is no high with this patch for anyone who thinks there is. I haven't noticed any side effects other than my pain went from a post surgical 9 to a 1. He said if this new plan doesn't work between now and next visit in a month to call and let them know. Just need advice and thoughts. Been threw withdrawals on hydro before and fear what they will be like after surgery and stronger meds.

This is for Billbradsky. Did u get a reply? Just curious for in March, 2010 I had a L4, L5, S1 fusion with 2 rods and 4 screws and have been numerous meds that never worked or were too strong. I am now on Fentanyl patch 25 mcg every 2 days and looking to try and get off of it. It is to a point where I have built up an immunity to the drug and it really doesn't work any longer 100%. I am tired all the time..irritable and having a bit of problem with my breathing ability. Doc wants me to go to pain mgmt doctor and start pysical therapy.I am fearful of withdrawl and wonder what the pain mgmt doc is going to do for me. Heard they give injections...but really don't want that either. I am so sick of being dependant on drugs. Let me know. Lisabug

I had an addiction on herion and someone had found a way to take the fentanyl patches and break it down to a powder form where it could be injected it was cheaper because it was stronger and you didnt need as much well I have winged my self off opiates severl times in my life I would take a 40mg waffer of meathdone wait as long as I could for the withdraw to kick in and take it the next day I would do the same and wait as long as I could till I could not handle the withdraw and take 20mg the 3rd day I would do the same and take 10mg you could do a 4th day and take 5mg you have to break the waffer in half etc.. it only take your body 3 day to clean any drug out of your system the other worst thing is the craving for the drug you have to be strong and fight that the withdraw is your brain fakes pain because it wants the drug if you have real pain try a non narcotic pain killer there are severl out there ask your doc and if that dont work try another your doc may only know of a few you can also research diffrent ones and tell your doc that you want to try it also keep in mind that you may need a higher dose/mg I have also used suboxone you put it under your toung and let it dissolve it throws me in full blow withdraw for a few hours but after that I would be fine every one is diffrent I would take it for 3 or 4 days and would be fine suboxone has an opiate blocker so taking any of your pain killer/opiate while on suboxone it would just be a wast suboxone also is so you can take it and you wont experiance withdraw when you stop taking it well it is all up to you and what you want do you want to just be done with the drug or do you want long term treatment from a doc or treatment center because in reality its all in your head well good luck and be strong guppygurl

Gearcar,
I'm not sure if anyone ever tried something called a blood patch when you first started having those headaches after the lumbar puncture. You didn't mention it in the post I read (after you were already on numerous medications). If no one ever tried the blood patch before the medication, that would have saved you years of pain and struggle. I had a lumbar puncture once, and the pain was so severe that I couldn't sit up without throwing up. I've heard that spinal headaches are the worst ever, and I truly believe it. The reason is that, in some people, spinal fluid continues to leak out. Sorry if this is needless info and they've already tried this, but some people reading this may not know what it is. They draw some blood from your arm (mine was done at a pain clinic), then put that blood into your lumbar puncture site. The rationale is that the blood clot seals the spinal fluid leak. I did still have migraines and back pain, but Lortab was enough. Like I said, I pray this is not the case with you, because that is first line therapy for headache lasting a few days after LP.