What kind of treatment have you received in the past (if any)?

Are you 13 yrs?? I know what you mean by puttiing your fam through it! I've put my fam through so much crap. But if they were there for you, then they love you. If you have guilt for putting them through "it", then you love them, right? Talk to me.....kitty.

I don't know much about bulimia but I know that regular exercise can let me eat a lot without feeling fat or guilty afterwards. Maybe the same will go for you.

Have you gotten help recently??

If you don't want your family to go through that, then get help asap so it wont get worse.