Ugh... I go on about how much Neil annoys me but last night I was DESPERATE to go out. I haven't been out anywhere for ages and cause i've been so down when Neil and Maria offered to come with me last night to a rock club I jumped at the chance. His mum actually had the kids (they were asleep anyway) which she hasn't done since Logan was a few weeks old.
W had an awesome night

except Neil saying that i was much hotter than maria and she agreed. He kept saying how hot I looked and couldn't take his eyes off me. Maria didn't seem to mind
i actually danced in front of Neil last night which is something i haven't done in the whole time we were together. I just really let my hair down and had a great night. I want to do it more often.
I was pretty drunk and it was so funny telling random people that i was here with my ex and his girlfriend. People were confused.

I rolled in at 2am this morning but i don't have a hangover so I'm cool.