Omg today my mom had to order me 4 diff
pairs of maternity pants (which came out
to about 160 canadian) all becuz my work
was gonna send me home cuz im not wearin
proper pants (i explained it all in
erica's post "hate my job") and I guess my
sis tried giving me some of her old pants
from when she was overweight and I broke
them (which made me cry so bad cuz she was
170 pnds when she wore em) and I cant even
fit into my moms pants and finally they
found a pair which is sortof snug but they
look like im wearing ghetto guy pants and
my work won't accept it cuz they're
"baggy" and im like, okay... Cuz I cant
afford 160 bucks for a few pais of pants
that im only gonna be wearin for the next
3 and a half months anyways (well im only
workin for another 2 and a half so I dont
see what the hell the big deal is
) I am just sooo
mad cuz they know I cant afford pants and
I told em, well maybe if they gave me more
damn shifts to work then maybe I could
pick up a pair or two but caca I only work
about 12-16 hours a week now and my
paycheques are sooooo damn cheap. I hate
this! I have no idea where im gonna get
the money for all these baby stuff and my
apartment! I think now im gonna plan on
havin a huge baby shower (cuz my friends
throwing me one in june before the babys
born so it'll help me out with stuff
before its born and tims mom is throwin me
a lil family type one after its born)
sorry girls im just so stressed and I keep
gettin emotional and crying over all this
stupid caca, I just had to vent. Thanx
for listenin to me blab lol!
Shauna
