I'm probably pregnant, because I've had all the symptoms. However, I took 2 HPTs and both were neg. I'v missed my period 2 months in a row. I get little not normal sensations in my abdomen, and Ive been getting really irritable lately. I havnt vomited, but I don't vomit easily in the first place. I get nauseated when I wake up, and sometimes during the day. I've been urinating more frequently, and I have had appetite changes in the past two months. I want to go to the doctors by myself first, but It will be 2 weeks till I get my license, and I dont have any money to pay for a doctors visit. I dont want to tell my mom yet, b/c she hates the father, and I don't want her mad at me if I'm not pregnant. I could tell my dad, but he lives over 1000 miles away. He really can't help me much. My ex is going out with another girl and wants nothing to do with me or the baby, if I am pregnant, and I don't want him in my life or the babies anyway, because he's a drug addict and a alcoholic. I told him, and he laughed at me and walked off. He's the only one I've told. I've thought about talking to my school counselor, but I'm afraid she'll tell my mom. What should I do??

Thanks,
Mearhwine