I am new here and i need help. First i will start by saying that i met this guy and got so wrapped up in his lies that i moved my self and my son accross the united states. We broke up i left him adn i came back home however i am losing everything that i worked so hard for i lost my house and i am losing my car i am 24 years old and i had to move back in with my mom. I try to talk to my friends and noone seems to understand i feel so alone and cant seem to do any thing without crying i am bi polar and hypo manic i am taking effxor and all it seems to do is help me sleep. i at this momment have contemplated taking all of my pills to kill this invisible torment that i feel but know that it would not do any good. i just want someone to talk that will listen and not judge me. everyone keeps saying cheer up it will get better you will be ok if it were only that easy. i feel lost hopeless and i want it all to end. i cant look for the positive when all there is is the negative around me. i used to do drugs and i have been clean two years now and i am still fighting i a feel i have no where to run and i feel that noone even cares i worked hard to acheive the things that i have in two years and now i am still clean and i have lost it all. Is ther light and the end of this dark tunnel?