Joined: 16 Nov 2007 Posts: 5 Location: Ridgway, Co
bipolar and hypomanic Posted: 11-16-07 20:53pm
I am new here and i need help. First i
will start by saying that i met this guy
and got so wrapped up in his lies that i
moved my self and my son accross the
united states. We broke up i left him adn
i came back home however i am losing
everything that i worked so hard for i
lost my house and i am losing my car i am
24 years old and i had to move back in
with my mom. I try to talk to my friends
and noone seems to understand i feel so
alone and cant seem to do any thing
without crying i am bi polar and hypo
manic i am taking effxor and all it seems
to do is help me sleep. i at this momment
have contemplated taking all of my pills
to kill this invisible torment that i feel
but know that it would not do any good. i
just want someone to talk that will listen
and not judge me. everyone keeps saying
cheer up it will get better you will be ok
if it were only that easy. i feel lost
hopeless and i want it all to end. i cant
look for the positive when all there is is
the negative around me. i used to do drugs
and i have been clean two years now and i
am still fighting i a feel i have no where
to run and i feel that noone even cares i
worked hard to acheive the things that i
have in two years and now i am still clean
and i have lost it all. Is ther light and
the end of this dark tunnel?
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xosteph
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Nov 2007 Posts: 4
Posted: 11-17-07 01:23am
I am new here too, and I don't know much..
but I know that there is light at the end
of the dark tunnel. I haven't seen it
yet.. but I know it's there. I know what
it's like to be told to just cheer up...
just get over it. It makes things even
worse. I know what it's like to just want
to sleep all the time. It's a horrible
feeling. I don't have much advice.. as I
am new here and seeking advice too.. but I
just wanted you to know you're not alone
and I struggle with the same things too.
