My bf apparently stopped taking his meds
last week, I was stressing about how to
simply deal with him when he returned from
out of town, the lack of sex, drive, ect.
Now I got home and I was literally
ravished as I walked through the front
door.We went to dinner, talked, had
awesome sex all night..This is the guy I
fell in love with! The downside is he has
insomnia and he is going a mile a minute
it seems, and feels odd. I had asked him
to consult his doc first be he didnt. I
dont see any bad affects yet, he has asked
me to help keep in a good place ( no
anxiety ) what can I expect from this
point on?
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abnrmlmind
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 07 Oct 2007 Posts: 55
Posted: 11-14-07 18:15pm
once its out of his system he'll
experiance what got him on the drugs in
the first place. the insomnia doesnt let
up either. dont expect the worst but also
dont expect everything to be normal
either.
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Angel1969
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Oct 2007 Posts: 15
Posted: 11-15-07 10:21am
Well the insomnia is hard on him, he has
not consulted his Doctor and I am
wondering what he would say. He is fun and
smiles and is affectionate that is the
upside-as far as what he was like before
and those symptoms...I dont know-he has
described himself as angry or maybe mean.
Neither of which I can see him being with
me..I am not in his body so I cant tell
what he means when he says he doesnt feel
right. I am watching him carefully right
now and hope for the best.
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Angel1969
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Oct 2007 Posts: 15
Posted: 11-19-07 12:39pm
Well we definately had an episode, his
wick is very short and he dissappeared to
a (or several) bars. HE would not call to
say where he was, he would only send text
messages which were along the lines of "
Im drunk, going to stay at a hotel" it
wasnt even 8pm yet. I went hysterical, I
was worried about what affect no meds were
having, his state of mind, him driving-so
many things. I cried an ocean of tears. He
came home shorty after and passed out. No
matter what advise I have been given, I
laid right into him-I was so angry and
hurt!
He seems sorry for doing that, but he has
a short short wick now...Its like there is
no room for me to have isssues-his consume
everything. I am going through alot and I
need to lean on him, he is great at giving
others advice..Just not hearing me.
My issues really are not his bipolar (
that just makes it harder ) its simply job
stress, financial stress, and the fact
that we are going to be seperated for the
holidays. Its a long distance thing I
guess-but I want to feel like a family and
I want him to be commited to me. I dont
think he really cares that we will be
apart, only that I will complain about it.
It some ways he treats me like a princess,
in others he seems indifferent..Holidays
are hard, I am away from my family in a
new place, and I want to start making
memories and traditions togather. I feel I
dont fit into to his life...And I dont
think he is used to how I love and do
things...I am getting the impression
through him that he grew up in a very cold
enviroment..
