Hi,

I am female freshman in college, 18, and I forgot very very basic things lately: such as what a parking lot is called while I was in it, and what chilibeans were called.

background: no one would call me stupid, in fact they would call me smart, but I have had suicidal thoughts because of instances like these, where I feel as if I can't function in life if I can't understand it - the most important thing to me in life is understanding it, being smart at the very least.

* also, I am quite good at remembering numbers, tasks, and images.
It's just basic stuff; I also pick apart sentences until they don't make sense. This behavior has beein occurring within the last two years.

Thank you!