Wow, sorry to hear you had to go to the hospital, but remember thats what they are there for. I hope they helped you a little bit. Did they asign you a therpist or counsler? Are you reaching out to people each day? Please dont live inside your head. You need to stay active and reach out. That doesnt mean tell everyone you have herpes that just means keep yourself busy. Let mw know how you are doing please?

hi...
I am 14 and a few days ago i went to the bathroom and when i went to wipe it really hurt!
i looked in the mirror an i saw two kind of.. scabs. one on each side. the one on the left side is bigger and it feels a little bit swollen, the one on the right is smaller but really hurt!
I got my period for the first time last month and the area has been very eachy. do you think it has to do with that?
it hurts to walk and sometimes sit down.. today when i went to pee, that hurt too.
i looked herpes up online and that not what i have looks like.. i am hoping that i don't have herpes.
I have been sick for three days, cold headache coughing all day. does that have to do with anything?
my mom and dad are out of the country, my sister and her spouse are staying with me until thy come back. my mom is coming back in three days, should i tell her? how?
please help me! i am in pain very scared and have no idea what to do!!
thanks.