You've all seen the literatures that
depict the severity of my suffering, with
all that being noted and said I'm getting
states of very substantial depression,
confusion, and aggression. Abnormal levels
like the feeling urges to do stuff that is
irreversible and unmoral if you catch my
drift. I'm writing this because thats not
the man i want to be, and the direction i
want to head. I'm heading into a pool of
lava and i need some leverage and some
help climbing out of this hole. I'm
finding life meaningless to live
(depression) no one understands /
appreciates my sacrifices and pain (also
depression) and i'm very confused about
who i am, where i'lkl end up, does it
matter if i live or die, i mean i'm so
psychologically overwhelmed I don't even
know what to think. What should i do?? and
please don't recommend therapy or anything
stupid like that, first off i'm dirt poor
me and my family struggle to make ends
meet so i'm just wanting your
"unprofessional" opinions because to me,
you're better than the professionals
because you have TMJD and suffer similar
circumstances as I. so Tell me where to
stand what to do, because i'm here, i'm a
fighter i'm willing to fight the fight
just show me the battle ground.
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Tmddyan
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Joined: 13 Jun 2006 Posts: 4349 Location: post falls, id usa
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Posted: 11-11-07 15:42pm
I think you should go visit our depression
forum. also weve given you options.Both
Carol and I from the beginning have been
trying to help you. We cant tell you what
to do or where to stand you have to be the
fighter and go take it in your hands and
do something about it. we cant fight for
you. you are already on the battle ground.
We understand but i don think that its as
bad as a lot of people make it out to be.
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MaggieMay78
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Nov 2007 Posts: 8
Posted: 11-12-07 22:58pm
Xanthuss,
I have read your posts...and I agree with
Dyan that you should also visit the
depression forum. I am a TMJ sufferer,
and I also have depression as well...and
OTHER chronic pain problems on top of all
that! Anyway, I take Cymbalta, an
anti-depressant, and it helps the
depression tremendously. I know you say
you don't have much money, but paying for
some kind of anti-depressant would be
worth it...you sound like you're at the
bottom of a very deep hole. I have been
there myself, and sometimes the only way
to get out is with the help of an
anti-depressant. Hang in there...
