A bit of history:
I used to have anorexia, very severe. I was hospitalized twice, but now (a few years later) am very stable and healthy weight wise and I always eat. lol. that's my problem.
Weekdays, my diet is acceptable (i have somewhere to go). Weekends, I seem to have no control.
I wake up, start eating and have big problems stopping-- and my will power is waning. (this goes for working out too- I still do, but not as regularly as I used to.) I dont eat meals. I just eat. all. the. time.
This creates issues for me. To avoid going over the (very reasonable) cal limit for the day, I eat a lot of low-cal, high volume foods, but I just make myself too full.
So, I'm not fat-- yet. lol.
Why dont I eat normal meals like normal people? I feel like I can't eat normal things this way.
Its really ****ing with my life, and I don't know how to get a handle on myself.
Can anyone help me? thanks.