Summary:

I am 18 years old///For my body, masculinity and my sexual organs, I have had a delay in development. And my hormones are not normal for an 18-year-old. I have had a constitutional delay///My growth ratio is very off, my trunk (mid-section/body/spine) is 4 inches short. Making my arms and legs as long as a person who is 6ft2, whilst I am only 5ft10. My spread is 4 inches longer than my height///I lack primary sexual development and have not had any growth since 11 years of age///I have very little sexual function and I have not developed secondary sexual characteristics///My testicles are small and so is my penis, and I have never had an erection in my life///I have had hormone tests and I have excess E2 levels by a factor of 2 and marginal testosterone levels///I was able to do a fertility test, and it resulted in a 2% viable level (2% of sperms only work), my spermogensis is marginal.

Problem:

The UK ranges are incorrect according to the USA ranges. One medical organization known as AACE has proven to have the most accurate ranges. So far my specialists have denied me treatment despite my shocking problems. They have given me treatments, which are very basic i.e. Testosterone shots only. I had one shot, which should be effective for a month, and it did not work at all. I think I have met a decent doctor after all, who said to my GP, I need scans and long term treatment, so he made a special request to get to see me ASAP. He moved me from private to on the NHS. His name is Professor Mehul Tulsidas Dattani.

I need:

-HGH (human growth hormone) or also known as GH (growth hormone)> to cause trunk (spine) growth.
-HCG or also known as rHCG > to cause sperm and testicle growth.
-E2 Suppressor > to cause sperm, testicle, penis and masculine growth (to keep the female hormone E2 down and maintained).
-Testosterone shots > to maximise my growth.
-To try Caverject and see if it works > to see if I have nerve problems with my penis or not.

1/ Will be used for 2-4 years, used daily. (Until real growth is seen i.e. trunk growth I will continue using it).

a) Medication b) Dose c) Qty d) Freq
a) rHGH b) 0.6 IU c) 31 d) QD

Note: Adjust dose according to growth response, monitor IGF-1, maintain levels at maximum tolerable levels for 6 months, if growth goals are not progressing, discontinue treatment.

2/ Will be used for 6 months, used daily. (Within this time, hopefully the doctor should have nuked the source that over produces the E2, female hormone, which can be found from MRI and ultrasound scans).

a) Medication b) Dose c) Qty d) Freq
a) Human Chorionic Gonadotropin b) 500IU c) 60 d) BID

Note: Separate dosages by 12 hours, adjust up or down according to resultant serum testosterone levelsBrands: A.P.L., Chorex-10, Chorex-5, Choron-10, Gonic, Novarel, Ovidrel, Pregnyl, ProfasiPharmacy allow syringes compatible with medication.

3/ Will be used to maintain the E2. (Will be stopped if the source of the E2 over production can be nuked).

a) Medication b) Dose c) Qty d) Freq
a) Tamoxifen b) 20mg c) 17 d) notes
a) Tamoxifen b) 10mg c) 12 d) notes

Notes: Begin 40mg per day until the symptoms abate, and then taper to 20 mg QD for 3 days, then 10mg 3 days, then 5mg QD. Use accurate Pill cutter for 10mg pills.

4/ No idea on testosterone shots yet, as they will be used to maximise the growth during along with the other treatments. So blood tests will be needed to see how much of testosterone I do need to keep me growing, until eventually my E2 source is nuked, and the HCG helps my testicles to develop. The doctor should calculate how much Testosterone it will require to max me out whilst I am on my treatment. Testosterone should rise all by itself once the high E2 is down

Final:

My natural growth years are almost finished, I still have a chance and I am not giving up. My growth was messed up so I have to minuplulate my system into thinking I am a growing child again. People can grow upto the age of 24. I will need penile and scrotal ultrasounds, and blood vessel and blood flow checks on my penis and groin and testicles, to see if I have any PHYSICAL damage. If I do, I also need to see a special urologist too. The caverject should help answer that too. If it works, then it is a good sign there is no physical problem. So far, Cialis and Muse 1000 have not made me erect. I will need an enodcrine scan, and my problem could be related to my pituitary. I am a twin with a sister, so I may have an ovary, so I need an abdominal ultrasound to make sure. Never having erections is very rare and bizarre.

Thank you for taking your time to read this... If you can offer any real help, and knowledgeable information please help me... ..Thnx. All this detail and medication is from my research and help from an American pharmoseutical researcher...he is 100% sure this treatment works, and has seen it in different cases, from the AACE medical treatments. He has also given me a yahoo forum, where people similar to me, have been diagnosed and treated far better than what the average specialist has said. Thank you for reading...x.. It is so hard, I am terrified but yet determined