I am now 34. I have been fighting anxiety and panic attacks my whole life. Unfortunately, back in the day before we have meds like we do today, it was dismissed as the stomach flu/bug. Growing up with this condition was hell. I remember when I was 6 years old and counting how many times I threw up in one night...it was 11. Fighting this condition through grade school, high school, undergrad school, and grad school was torture to put it lightly. Various scenarios in both my personal and professional life would trigger my episodes.
I understand that some anxiety is a normal human condition, however, when it becomes a factor of causing medical issues, such as vomiting, increased heart rate, antisocial behavior and separation of living a happy life; one should seek help. When I was around 20 years old, I decided to consult a psychiatrist. I have been prescribed about every medication that is on the market. Remeron, paxil, lexapro, clonazepam, and diazepam...just to name a few. Unfortunately, none of these really helped and mainly just caused me to gain weight. I also tried hypnosis and cognitive therapy. However, what did help was a benzodiazepine known as Xanax (Alprazolam). This is a narcotic, it is addictive, and requires a great deal of respect and discipline in order to take it responsibly. Because of this, most doctors will not prescribe this medication alone. Instead, request it as an immediate relief medication to be used on an as-needed basis because it DOES work. By immediate, I mean within 45 minutes to an hour, you will actually feel it start working. The key is to take it proactively, for example, I take one about an hour before I have to make a presentation at work. I have a prescription for 0.5mg three times a day as-needed and on average I take only two a day. You will not only feel no anxiety or nausea, you will feel calm, comfortable, and collected in situations and environments that would normally cripple/sicken you. You will be amazed at what you can accomplish when the anxiety and panic are not an issue.
I want to share my story and what works for me with everyone because I hope that it will help those with my same condition live a better life. Nevertheless, do not give up. If a physician is not giving you the right meds, go to another until you find the right one that truly wants to help and treats you as an individual without denying you medicinal relief because of others who have abused meds in the past.
Good luck to all, you are not alone.