hey just decided to try these forums, an talk to people who know what im going through

...we all have to admit, bulimia is a curse, something u wouldnt wish upon your worst enemy-it starts off in control, then it takes over your whole head.

my bulimia started when i was 12, i was never overweight now i look back but with my mum in the fitness industry it was hard to accept myself compared to my mum.

It started in control-once a week, then twice, then it was awsum, i was eating all the foods i loved without gaining a kg.

when i got to high skool (so a year after i started) a B/P episode would happen 5xs a day, mostly at night, and when i was at skool i would sit in class an obsess over food, scab and steal food (like a druggy with there drugs) it was all i culd think of.when i got to skool on the bus, i would walk str8 through it jump the fence n go back home (mum wuld b at work) and eat anything an everything.

i soon dropped out of skool, as i had no space in my mind for anything, but food-and weight self obsession issues...i would evan eat things i didnt like. if there was something there i couldnt relax without eating it. every time i said to myself, its the last time...no more, at this stage i was being bulimic bout 13x a day, so i was run down, swollen and sore, evan that didnt stop me.

im now 17, trying to clear my act, i still fall into my B/P but once a week-i once went 6 weeks....i coulnt believe it, so many times i bindged n had to fite that thort of chucking up.

But to be honest i had doctors medications, i dont know how anyone can overcome bulimia without doctors medications-i was put on anti depressants, and dexamphetamines....so the thort of food doesnt cross my mind when im on them, not all doctors let you tho, and for girls who have overcome it without medications, hats off to you....your amazing, strong willed and in control of urself, well done, i dont know how u did it, evan on medications i still fall back in my rutt.