I have been going to so many forums to read what the good people say. So many interesting topics that I can feel the hearts and souls of every person truly shining with every word. Inspirational stories of hope and joy are what I long for. Though many nights the Schizophrenia hits a little to hard. I feel that their is not much I can do to escape the hallucinations and delusions. Though in fear of so much that no one else can see but myself. I just try and keep telling myself that no one is there, no one is hurting me. I race to the computer in those times. Remembering the nights that I lost the ability to type. The loss of words and nearly the loss of life. Though now I am here safe in a forum. Surrounded by good people and story's that inspire. Although some bring tears to my eyes. I pray that you are all safe as we type. Know that you always have a friend who is reading and wishing you all the best. The kind souls, the inspirational stories, the battles that you are fighting, I am so proud of you all. May you all achieve what you strive for in life. You have all helped me so much this evening. You truly are taking the sickness from me with your inspiration. For all that read this keep up the good fight. I would be so proud to call you my friends. The friend in my SchizoFRIENDia is truly growing stronger . The more good people I meet. The closer I come to being well. Thank you all. James Anthony Lombardo