Re-started Bulemia - headaches and my gums bleed Posted: 11-09-07 23:21pm
I was bulemic on and off for three years.
It wasnt as much about my weight as it was
about control of my life. About two
months ago, my friends found out and
helped me, temporarily, quit.
I thought I could do it by myself, and I
tried and tried, and I fought every urge.
But then about a week ago I started having
problems again. My mom was nagging about
my problems in school (I couldnt focus due
to fighting the urges) and my dad was
fighting with my brother. Soon, I found
only myself at fault and began criticizing
myself and finding faults.
I swore I'd stop, but I've started
throwing up again. My parents knew I quit
but they don't know I've restarted. I'm
scared. I'm scared because I want to stop
and I hate throwing up and I hate thinking
I'm fat when I'm average for my weight.
I'm scared that I won't be able to stop
before it's too late.
I have symptoms from what I'm doing. I
get horrid headaches and my gums bleed and
my ears ring. I even got so malnourished
one time that I fainted. I throw up 3-4
times a day... I'm just scared for my
health and safety
I just dont know what to do anymore
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Kayla343
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Nov 2006 Posts: 27 Location: ,
Posted: 11-12-07 23:57pm
Tell your parents and get help. Please get
help babydoll.. you can beat this :]
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freefall
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Nov 2007 Posts: 14 Location: ,
Gums.. Posted: 11-13-07 15:28pm
I noticed how much my gums have receeded.
I guess its from stomach acid eating away?
