Well Ladies,
I am due for af tomorrow. I think she's
going to come. Maybe I am just being a
crybaby, but I am really tired of trying.
I mean it's just disappointment after
disappointment, but I do enjoy the actual
trying if you know what I mean. (Gotta
keep it PG) I posted awhile back regarding
the chemical pregnancy that I had back in
August, and that was devastating enough.
I think that I am in a bit of a funk,
since that af lady is coming to visit
possibly. I'm not one of those that
thinks that everything is pregnancy sign,
ex. oh I am craving Cheetos, ok I really
am, but I like Cheetos, or ex. my boobs
hurt and are getting bigger, I can't tell
because their already big and lately they
have been hurting, it happens. I know, I
am just not wanting to get my hopes up,
but I figure it will happen when it
happens. I am very happy for all of you
who have had bfp, and I hope that you all
will keep us posted. I don't plan on
leaving the forum, because you are all
inspirations to me that it will be me one
day with the bfp. But as for now, no
pressure, just having fun doing the bd.
