Hey,
I got diagnosed with epilepsy 8 months ago. before that, i was a big alcoholic... drinking five nights a week. two days after my 21st birthday, i had my first grand-mal.
my neuro told me it was prob caused by stress and heavy drinking. after a while, i "recovered" and felt normal again. then, i was like, f this, i'm fine. i can drink.
i drank sips of cocktails.
maybe half a beer sometime.
and one time i drank to the point where i was happily drunk.
that month, i had another seizure, and didn't even know it. i pretty much started back from square 1.
i currently don't drink anymore, i quit smoking, and i don't do drugs.
i'm still haunted by my epilepsy, i'm depressed, i'm slow, and i hate my life. i feel like i got jipped from living my last year as a sorority girl at UCI.
my opinion--
you're 18. if you value your life, don't dangle it on a string.
i value mine, and as much as i would love to drink, smoke, etc., i stopped.
it wasn't easy... but i want to live.
why did we have to be epileptic? yea i don't know either.
hope you feel better,
athena