idk
really anymore. . . i mean i just usually
pass it aside whenever one of my family
members complains they never see me
eating, or that i'm too skinny, or that i
need to eat more, i just shook my head and
put it aside whenever someone told me i
needed more calcium and that i'm not
healthy. I'd get the roster number at
school saying my weight for my size and
age is considered average, and use that as
a good excuse, but now i'm really starting
to think about it. . . i mean. . i was
tiny always as a kid, hell i weighed very
very little until about 8th grade or so,
right now i'm in 11th grade, 5'3 and even
though i made a improvement of weight
since then,. i'm still really incredibly
skinny ((trying nto to say any weight bc
it said nto to in the forum guide thingy.
. anyways)) last time i got really sick,
did;t eat for a few days ((did;t bother me
though)) until i weighed myself and i was
10pounds below what i was b4. . . i dont
eat breakfast, i dont eat lunch and if i
do by some odd chance it's only something
small like a granola bar, i do eat dinner,
sometimes, I've been eating dinner, or
half of my dinner more frequently, idk
why, whenever i eat dinner i just get
sick, or feel sick, i start feeling
nauseous or not hungry and dont have the
desire to eat, even if i haven;'t eaten
all day. I'm never hungry, if i'm hungry
it's once in a blue moon, as i said, i
only have one real meal a day, sometimes,
sometimes it's just a small snack a day
like rice. I think my parents have
noticed, they just wont say anything bc
they know i get annoyed. But idk. . i
guess i mean, i could weigh a bit more. .
but i'm NEVER hungry, ever, the only time
i can even remember being hungry for
something, was when i was sick for a week
and did;t eat anything. . boy that was
fun. . . . i dont get colds a lot, but
when i get sick, it's usually something
with my stomach and i'm almost always
hospitalised, i end up loosing up to 10
pounds, usually 5 though, and getting
really really weak. Without being sick i'm
always always tired, even if i get sleep
by an odd chance, i'm still exhausted, i
was beginning to wonder if maybe it's bc i
only eat once a day or so, idk what to do,
idk if i have a real problem here, or
maybe it's just me getting all paranoid bc
my family wont shut up about it, i mean it
never bothered me b4, I've been eating
only one meal for about 3 yrs now, and b4
that, even when i was in elementary
school, i would only eat 2, sometimes, idk
what it is with me. i did;t think i had
any sort of eating disorder, i'm just
never hungry, when i'm depressed it gets
worse, I'll maybe, have one snack a day,
or pick at my food and then say i'm sick a
an excuse, i just never feel like eating,
and i have tried like to force myself to
eat, bc I'd b shaky and almost fainting,
but still not hungry, but whenever i try
to force myself to eat it just makes me
feel sick and makes me feel like someones
shoving food down my throat suffocating me
with it, idk what to do really. . . . if
anyone could help? or at least tell me if
there could b something wrong with me lol,
that would b a bit helpful, please and
thank you =/
