Ugh! Guys I am know that I am usually the cheery one but I need to vent! Don’t get me wrong I love being pregnant but today I was trying to vacuum and I couldn’t bend over far enough to plug it in and I just burst into tears and called my mom crying and telling her that I would never be able to clean my house again and that austin will never find me attractive. Its hard because I used to be like a perfect size 2 and well now I am not and I know its housing my daughter but its hard getting used to weight changes that high that quick, ya know? Another thing is that she has almost no room left to grow and I feel everything! I feel every kick, move, hiccup and it is starting to hurt because she isn’t kicking me in the stomach but in really sore spots like my ribs and kidneys so I can barely breath when she is kicking my ribs and my back is in excruciating pain. I know that this will pass but for now I am just frustrated with it because I want to clean and I want austin to find me attractive and I want my back to quit hurting...I am sorry I sound like a big baby but I am crying and ahh!! I am so sorry guys but yeah, I need sleep and my doctor said that now she is on an infants schedule and will sleep most of the day and up and down all night, kinda like me. I am up and down all night with heartburn and a cramp in my right leg, did anyone else have that? Ugh, oh well maybe a warm bath, man I can’t wait until I can go in the spa again! That would help so much right now!! Anyway thanks for listening to me guys! I really appreciate it!