Hey everyone, i've been like really depressed lately. Most of you know my situation w/ the babies father. Well yesterday I told him that I dont want him back at all. So forget about me okay?? Because the day before yesterday when I was at his house he was crying and crying and crying. I shouldnt be someones savior like that. He really needs to forget about me so he can live a normal life......Mmm....Heres another thing...When I was holding him while he was crying him I told him I loved him and that I wanted him back and that I would break up with patrick for him. I guess that really got his spirits up, but the next day I relized what I had done. I said it out of pity for him. I really do love him girls then he threatend to take alexander away from me by calling dcfs and telling them what I did to myself the other day. Then he threatend to call patrick in for stataory rape.....I just can't stop crying. I hung up on him and he called and called and called and called yesterday and I finaly had my 8 year old sister tell him that I didnt want to talk about anything and to leave me alone cause im depressed and my little sister felt so bad for me.Grr alexander is crying ill tell more later