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melemel

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Positive Story - recovery from panic attacks
Posted: 11-07-07 05:03am

I just wanted to stop by here to offer up some hope for people suffering.
Ive found on so many of these boards that they are sadly missing stories of people who HAVE GOT BETTER. I guess when the problem has retreated people forget and don't come back and post.

I began having panic attacks in 1995, whilst travelling in india. When i got back home after 3 months away, i had a complete breakdown. I was aseverely agrophobic, was so panicky all day long i couldnt hold a conversation or look someone in the eye. I was having wierd tingles everywhere, sense of disassociation, panic, dizziness, numbness, insomnia, twitches, delusional thinking, inability to breath. you name it i had it.
After a month of this i managed to get myself to a doctor, who gave me beta blockers ( he said it was adrenaline that was causing all my problems - he never mentioned panic attacks or anxiety). They did nothing, and i had another few weeks of hell. I went back to a different doc, who prescribed prozac, just a months worth. After 10 days ago i felt something lift from me, and i started to calm down and feel a little better.
That wasn't the end however. I'd had no real help, advice or support and i battled my problems alone for a few more months. I did start being able to leave the house in this time though still feeling horrendous. My social life was nil - i just scurried to the shops to get essentials wide eyed and freaked.
One day,in a charity shop, i came across a book by Claire Weekes, called 'Self help for your Nerves'. I bought it, and began to read. Only now for the first time did i understande what was happening to me, the process behind the 'circle' of panic attacks, and how to move on.
I'm rambling on here so i'll cut it a bit shorter! Over the next 4 years i continued to battle my anxiety, goign back on prozac a couple of times. You all know what its like im sure living with panic disorder. I thought i'd never get better!
Anyway. I DID get better. Completely. It was a long road for me, with ups and downs and relapses, but nowadays i feel great. I even run art workshops for schools and stand in front of a class of 30 kids and teach! never in a million years did i dream i could do that.
I just wanted people to know who are in the depths of it, that you can get over it completely. Its a different road for everyone, and what works for one might not for another, but you can do it.
One thing that helped me was that i realised my whole lifestyle didnt suit me. I was living in a busy city, very trendy, a bit pretentious, with a group of friends who i didnt really feel comfortable with. i think i was trying to be someone i was not. I moved to the country and live a much calmer life in a small friendly village, and unbelieveably (to me anyway) it suits me so much better than clubs, bars and trendy clothes shops. I know this cant be done for most people - a huge life change, but its worth taking a look at the bigger picture and whether the way you live your life is true to who you really are.
I hope others will also post their success stories here - its so important to know you won't always be suffering
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Posted: 11-16-07 23:47pm

Thanks melemel! That was great!!!!
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bellydancer7

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Posted: 12-18-07 09:38am

What a wonderful story. Thank you for sharing it with us.

I can't yet say exactly what is happening to me-I've only been in treatment a year for my anxiety, but I can say that now I have hope, and that things are getting better.

My panic attacks and anxiety had gotten so bad about a year ago, that I ended up calling a suicide hotline. I didn't want to kill myself, just had to talk to somebody. I felt trapped- in a dead end job, so poor I couldn't afford to see a doctor, and so frightened all the time I couldn't me comfortable for 5 minutes. I lost all my friends and was a shivering, miserable wreck.

I finally found a free clinic where I did counceling for a while, and they put me on the medication Buspar. i didn't want to be on it, but it really helped me. I changed jobs, which was HUGE at the time, because people scared the caca out of me. I stopped drinking, which before had been my only refuge from my constant terror, and prayed alot. Slowly, things have gotten better.

Strangely, I got an offer to come back to the job where I'd first started having panic attacks. I did it, and it's been good for me because it's different this time. I used to be a pushover, and now I don't let workplace bullying happen to me. I started taking dance classes again, which I thought I'd never do. I danced for the first 20 years of my life, and even was a dance major in college. I gave it up, though, when I realized that I wouldn't be professional.

But, I still have a lot to offer! I didn't give myself enough credit, and now I'm working on it.

Sorry so long; it's hard to piece together what little things make you better. But I want to tell all of you out there that there is hope.
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