Joined: 30 Jul 2007 Posts: 15 Location: Gloucestershire, UK
Positive Story - recovery from panic attacks Posted: 11-07-07 05:03am
I just wanted to stop by here to offer up
some hope for people suffering.
Ive found on so many of these boards that
they are sadly missing stories of people
who HAVE GOT BETTER. I guess when the
problem has retreated people forget and
don't come back and post.
I began having panic attacks in 1995,
whilst travelling in india. When i got
back home after 3 months away, i had a
complete breakdown. I was aseverely
agrophobic, was so panicky all day long i
couldnt hold a conversation or look
someone in the eye. I was having wierd
tingles everywhere, sense of
disassociation, panic, dizziness,
numbness, insomnia, twitches, delusional
thinking, inability to breath. you name it
i had it.
After a month of this i managed to get
myself to a doctor, who gave me beta
blockers ( he said it was adrenaline that
was causing all my problems - he never
mentioned panic attacks or anxiety). They
did nothing, and i had another few weeks
of hell. I went back to a different doc,
who prescribed prozac, just a months
worth. After 10 days ago i felt something
lift from me, and i started to calm down
and feel a little better.
That wasn't the end however. I'd had no
real help, advice or support and i battled
my problems alone for a few more months. I
did start being able to leave the house in
this time though still feeling horrendous.
My social life was nil - i just scurried
to the shops to get essentials wide eyed
and freaked.
One day,in a charity shop, i came across a
book by Claire Weekes, called 'Self help
for your Nerves'. I bought it, and began
to read. Only now for the first time did i
understande what was happening to me, the
process behind the 'circle' of panic
attacks, and how to move on.
I'm rambling on here so i'll cut it a bit
shorter! Over the next 4 years i continued
to battle my anxiety, goign back on prozac
a couple of times. You all know what its
like im sure living with panic disorder. I
thought i'd never get better!
Anyway. I DID get better. Completely. It
was a long road for me, with ups and downs
and relapses, but nowadays i feel great. I
even run art workshops for schools and
stand in front of a class of 30 kids and
teach! never in a million years did i
dream i could do that.
I just wanted people to know who are in
the depths of it, that you can get over it
completely. Its a different road for
everyone, and what works for one might not
for another, but you can do it.
One thing that helped me was that i
realised my whole lifestyle didnt suit me.
I was living in a busy city, very trendy,
a bit pretentious, with a group of friends
who i didnt really feel comfortable with.
i think i was trying to be someone i was
not. I moved to the country and live a
much calmer life in a small friendly
village, and unbelieveably (to me anyway)
it suits me so much better than clubs,
bars and trendy clothes shops. I know this
cant be done for most people - a huge life
change, but its worth taking a look at the
bigger picture and whether the way you
live your life is true to who you really
are.
I hope others will also post their success
stories here - its so important to know
you won't always be suffering
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Georgia59
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Posted: 11-16-07 23:47pm
Thanks melemel! That was great!!!!
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bellydancer7
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Joined: 23 Oct 2007 Posts: 29
Posted: 12-18-07 09:38am
What a wonderful story. Thank you for
sharing it with us.
I can't yet say exactly what is happening
to me-I've only been in treatment a year
for my anxiety, but I can say that now I
have hope, and that things are getting
better.
My panic attacks and anxiety had gotten so
bad about a year ago, that I ended up
calling a suicide hotline. I didn't want
to kill myself, just had to talk to
somebody. I felt trapped- in a dead end
job, so poor I couldn't afford to see a
doctor, and so frightened all the time I
couldn't me comfortable for 5 minutes. I
lost all my friends and was a shivering,
miserable wreck.
I finally found a free clinic where I did
counceling for a while, and they put me on
the medication Buspar. i didn't want to be
on it, but it really helped me. I changed
jobs, which was HUGE at the time, because
people scared the caca out of me. I
stopped drinking, which before had been my
only refuge from my constant terror, and
prayed alot. Slowly, things have gotten
better.
Strangely, I got an offer to come back to
the job where I'd first started having
panic attacks. I did it, and it's been
good for me because it's different this
time. I used to be a pushover, and now I
don't let workplace bullying happen to me.
I started taking dance classes again,
which I thought I'd never do. I danced for
the first 20 years of my life, and even
was a dance major in college. I gave it
up, though, when I realized that I
wouldn't be professional.
But, I still have a lot to offer! I didn't
give myself enough credit, and now I'm
working on it.
Sorry so long; it's hard to piece together
what little things make you better. But I
want to tell all of you out there that
there is hope.
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