I have a headache. A migraine one at that. I need to clean but its hard to do when Im thinking to much. My sister is addicted to pills. My BIL left her but then went back after 2 nights. She promised she will get help and quit. She has made no effort. we tried to get her an appt with a mental health facility to refer her to a phsyciatrist. Im a little ashamed of her. She has a daughter who I think is either 13 or 14, lol cant keep up. Shes been having sex since 12. Let her date guys that ar 24!! Her "momma" got her bc pills saying its to regulate her. Yeah right. She buys cigarattes for her. Lets them cus her out and doing anything in the world. She has 2 other children, a boy thats 11 and another girl that just turned 4. All three are by different men. Her boy hates her for what she is doing. Begged her to get help. He hates his dad for he is addicted to crystal. He asked his step-dad to adopt him. He said ok if it was alright with his father. He called and asked and the answer was "yes". My BIL just called. upset. because she still lying. she lied about paying the bills. took the money and bought pills. they are behind on rent 4 months!! he just found all this out. He drives an 18 wheeler so he on the road alot. He actually just switched jobs where he can drive but come home at night. Her son plays football. 2 saturdays ago he got hurt while playing. bruised his whole back and sat out fot the rest of the game. This past saturday he got tackled and hurt his bac. His mom gave him a half of her pill. then told him to the get the medical answer back out there. and said "and you wonder why your daddy dont come to watch you play, because your a medical answer pu$$" That upset me terribly! No child needs to hear that. This is really been bugging me. When I was pregnant with Amelia, My sis says she cant wait to have a niece. And she was going to spoil her and blah blah blah. She has only came to my apt 2 times since Amelia was born. Seen her a total of 5 times. i miss my old sister. she used to be so nice and use to punish her children for the bad things they do. now she just cheers them on. Im rambling. I need to vent some about this. I guess this is another reason Im so stressed. i thank i typed everything. i dont know im just tired