|You do seem to have a serious problem if you are not able to interact with
other people on most levels.
I can understand you wanting a job but, realistically, your situation being
what it is, it would appear that your chances of getting one are not good.
Maybe it would be better to get your problem sorted out first.
From what you have said in your email I feel that you need professional
help with this. There is help available. Your doctor is the best person to
advise you about the most appropriate intervention for you. I suggest that
you to visit your doctor as soon as you can and get the help you need.
|I got it . I've got to phone the lady up today to sort out my days, but woo! Now I'm dreading having to phone her up today. Heh|
Itâs funny, all my life I try and run away from emotions. The Emotions which make me feel like life is worth living, and the ones which make me feel like Iâve already lived too much. Running away is the only thing I can do. Face your emotions and you see just what a world we live in. The World we live in, the world full of blinded lights of power, money and selfishness.
I really donât know how to explain the battle that is going on in my mind; I have two people, two thought patterns. The one which is trying hard to be normal and the one which knows normal means evil, the result of the battle is the hiding of my emotions. Out of all the emotions I have, sadness is the one I truly like. Sadness is the core emotion to improvement. Iâm sitting here with tears running down my face, the droplets falling to the wooden floor. Iâm going crazy, I know it. I know that I canât face a world in which is divided, a world which relies on luck, luck of being born in the right place, luck of being strong enough to face the days which bring you down.
How can I keep going? How can I keep expecting for the better days to come. Better days not for me, but for the millions of suffering people around the world. If life is a challenge, then Mankind has failed. Mankind must not be allowed to continue to fail.