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Im having a nervous break down!!! I cant stop crying and Im having suicidal thoughts. Im shaking like a health related! Cant even go outside to smoke because Amelia screams. She wont sleep no more than 15 minutes top tonight. Im sleepy as hell and I can barley hold my eyes open. I wish I would have died in that bad car wreck I had. I dont want to live anymore I hate my doing it life! I get no help from anyone. I called several family members to come get Amelia and just give me a doing it break for once. No one will take off work!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant do this anymore. I just begged and pleaded with joey to come home he told me no because he dont want to lose any money. We just got a huge amount of money and have all our bills paid 2 months in advance. He just doing it hates me!! Im seriously thinking about calling 911. I just want to die. If you dont see me post for awhile you know I killed myself!

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Mabel

replied on November 1st, 2007

Moderator

Call your mother inlaw immediately and tell her to come to your house RIGHT NOW you need someone there to take that baby.

Mommy35

replied on November 1st, 2007

Extremely eHealthy

Oh Amber, please take a deep breath and try to calm down. Please don't do anything to hurt yourself.

jessesgirl

replied on November 1st, 2007

Extremely eHealthy

Don't do that. That baby needs you. Get anyone, a neighbor. Call the police if you have to. Don't hurt yourself or her.
Is she sick? Why isn't she sleeping well?

Mabel

replied on November 1st, 2007

Moderator

This is also a very serious situation. Perhaps this is EXACLTY what you need to do. Call 911 and tell them you feel like harming yourself. They will come to your home and Joey will come there and he will HAVE TO FACE THIS.

Marfa2107

replied on November 1st, 2007

Extremely eHealthy

Amber, calm down and breathe!
think about what you're saying...
if you take your life who will Amelia have?...
just try to be as strong as possible
try and call your Mother-in-law
and have her come pick up Amelia..

we're here to help..
...vent..and keep talkin to us

Mommy35

replied on November 1st, 2007

Extremely eHealthy

I'm sure that Amelia can sense you are at your wits end and maybe that is why she is upset. I am certainly not one to let a baby scream, but I think maybe that is what you need to do right now. Go outside and smoke a cigarette.

Amber*Marie

replied on November 1st, 2007

Extremely eHealthy

Ingi wrote:

Call your mother inlaw immediately and tell her to come to your house RIGHT NOW you need someone there to take that baby.

She wont answer. Shes already in bed I guess. Im a freakin horrible mother. I cant even take care of my own child. Her waking up in the night isnt suppose to bother me. But these past weeks its killing me. I dont get no rest. No one cares to freaking help me. Its like noone gives a flying rats ass if I get any rest

OctoberBaby06

replied on November 1st, 2007

Extremely eHealthy

Amber call you mother in law & tell her you NEED someone to come get Amelia. Please don't do anything to yourself Sad

Mabel

replied on November 1st, 2007

Moderator

Did you tell Joey you feel like killing yourself and if he doesn't come home you are calling 911?

OctoberBaby06

replied on November 1st, 2007

Extremely eHealthy

I seriously wish I lived closer to you.

young Girl

replied on November 1st, 2007

Especially eHealthy

amber hun
do you have any friends that can take her for a while? or someone?
please hun dont hurt yourself
where is joey at?!

Amber*Marie

replied on November 1st, 2007

Extremely eHealthy

i getting doing it sick. I feel like Im going to barf. i cant breathe. My vision is going blurry. All the neighbors that I trust also work night shift. My body is shaking and my hands are tingling.

jessesgirl

replied on November 1st, 2007

Extremely eHealthy

I've been there waking up all night and feeling like no one wants to help so I could rest. I have some tips to help you to help her sleep, but that's not important right now. Call the police and let her cry a little. She'll be fine while you go take a breather.

Mabel

replied on November 1st, 2007

Moderator

If he does not come home after you tell him that, I think you should call 911. It is time for this issue to be taken seriously. Both you and he need to get in some counselling together so you don't end up with ALL the responsibility in the parenting.

Mommy35

replied on November 1st, 2007

Extremely eHealthy

Seriously if you call your ER they should be able to give you a number to a crisis service in your area. Those people are trained to help.

Amber*Marie

replied on November 1st, 2007

Extremely eHealthy

I text and told him. I even called him but he wont answer! nor text back. It didnt take him to text back and say no awhile ago. Hes just ignoring me! I guess he thinks Im trying to get some kind of pitty. If he dont come then Im leaving him. It will show that he dont care enough about me nor Amelia. I know I said I was going to leave him before but its so doing it hard. He always promoses to do better but he never does. But I always fall for it

OctoberBaby06

replied on November 1st, 2007

Extremely eHealthy

Put Amelia in her crib & go outside. Let her cry for a few minutes, she'll be fine.

Mabel

replied on November 1st, 2007

Moderator

Where is your family?

Rae02

replied on November 1st, 2007

Experienced User

Please don't harm yourself..
Do you have anyone that can get to you right now?

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