I'm in university and I'm lost. I get to
all of my classes and I'm doing well in
all of them, but I don't feel right here.
I feel like everything I expected my life
to be, isnt. My boyfriend just recently
moved out west until April, and no one
really cares that I'm sad over that. He's
not only my boyfriend but my best friend
for 7 years and this is the first time
we're this far apart for this long of a
time. Our phone conversations are short
and forced, he's always so tired by the
time he calls he's cranky and it never
goes well.
There isnt any way of me contacting him, I
only get to hear from him if I happen to
be in the room when he calls.
I dont feel like I belong here, and I
don't feel like I belong at home anymore.
I don't have any real close friends, the
one I do have I think is just hanging
around because she's now seeing my
brother.
I don't have any dreams anymore, all of
the things I aspired to I got, and felt
nothing out of it. Nothing lived up to my
expectations. I don't have any
expectations now, I'm dreamless. I just
want to be happy, and now I don't think
its possible.
Anyway, most of you have more important
and serious problems, I just thought I'd
get it off my chest and see if anyone else
feels the same way
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CarolDiane
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Posted: 10-30-07 18:30pm
You both miss each other and you both are
greeving at the same time. Try and realize
that just because he has moved away does
not mean the end of a relationship. If it
is truly meant to be, it will be.
Anything else you can think of that might
be causing this?
