I am a 53yrs happy peoples person, Widowed at 40yrs after 18yrs marriage. Remarried at 42yrs and and choosed to divorce due to interuption of his X/partner after a happy 8yrs not in my original country of birth.
I Have been having a relationship with a widower who is 59yrs for a year. He has high sexual desire which I understand. He had also visited a couple who he had said that they had let him watch having sex and she has given him a blow job while her husband was in action.

He told me that he had only a few year left and want to experience threesome or in couples. He had been suggesting that he want me in the preformance but I had told his that I am a one man women. If he has the desire, I dont want to know,see or any part of it at all. He told me he love me and want to be honest. I cant understand what sort of a man will say he love you and let another screw me.

Thou, we live together and have sex at least 4 times a week. I am quit confused. Anyone out there who could help me clear the picture.

Thanks
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