He's so precious! Such a good looking boy!
I had to stop breastfeeding after a month... after I had Bella I had no appetite and threw up almost everytime I ate... It got to the point where nothing good was going into me except for multivitamins and when she would eat she would take everything I had and I would literally just faint on the spot. She wasn't gaining much weight and seemed agitated a lot ... So I finally opted to give her formula... since then she has ballooned in weight and is so happy and content, and I'm strong enough and able to care for her the best that I can.
It's a very difficult thing, giving up breastfeeding, but in some cases it's not whats best for the child and in the end doing whats best for him is all that matters.
I still have a lot of guilt over it, but I know I'm doing what I have to do... He'll be fine, and you will to... just try not to beat yourself up too much hun. you're doing what you have to do!