Ok....I got back with an ex from 2 years ago....I wanted to marry her then and want to even more now. At first when we got back together my feelings were so strong and still are. But a lot of stuff has happened. We went on a trip together and had some issues and it cont'd when we got back home for a week of fighting. I was at fault and she was too for the problem. Then when we got back it has been weird, and to make it worse I developed a std when we got back, almost positive(99%) it is from her, she was cool with it and didnt know she had it and we still dont know where it came from. But we have been fighting and such and things arent the dream that they were at first and I am having a hard time. I am a affectionate tough guy, which means I am a "real man" but I have a serious sensitive side with her and only her(the only girl ever). And when I try to fix things it annoys her because she likes to be mad and forget about it, and I cant handle it. So I feel the girl I want to marry is drifting away and I do everything in my grasp to make her happy and she doesnt seem to do the same, but she has different values about happy cause her last boyfriend was a richer older guy who spoiled her. So I expect her to want to make me happy and do special things for me but she doesnt think that it is important. We are both and in college and are young but it doesnt seem to matter. Now we are at the relationship stage where the bliss ends and reality begins and it is odd and I am not used to it. I want things to be good again but no matter what I try or methods it does not work. No dont get me wrong it is decent right now but it is not the healtiest relationship. I am also worried about her still wanting her ex because we got together right after they split and I helped her through it and paced myself and took things at her level...She says she still feels the same as she did(she loves me) but it is not the same, it is like we are old and settled now. And the energy is gone almost. I want to get rid of my worries and be happy and not think about what could happen of losing her. What should I do? Sorry this might be confusing I will clarify if you need me too. Thanks in advance. Ahhhhhhhhh