I already know that I have Lupus and a few other things that go w/ it. Yeah! What fun.. Anyway I have already been very Blessed w/ four wonderful children. So, two years ago I have the CLAMP placed on. As when I am w/ child I am high risk and very ill.

Anyway I found out that I had Lupus at 18. I am now 30 and it get worse each year. The Sun doesn't hurt me.. It's everything else.

Any way I have been very tired (which is normal for someone w/ Lupus and four children..Right..) I have to push myself to get up and moving. I have been having the butterfly FLARES a lot lately. I have been gaining weight. Where now I have a little belly starting. It has nothing to do w/ the why I eat as that hasn't changed. If anything I eat a little less. I fell sick at times. I have lower back pain. On top of all the normal fun LUPUS pain. I don't like to take a lot of meds as I have to be there for my children. And well everything puts me to sleep. And I have a hard enough time to stay away. I also have been having headache and dizzy spells. Which I get dizzy spells anyway they are give a little worse now.

Anyway what do you think.. Just things getting worse? Or could it be more?

Thanks.. Any may you all be Very Blessed~