inside I keep secrets
i dare never to share
inside over and over
my nightmare
no one knows
no one asks
clenching fists, clawing nails,
help me help me, screaming cries as he
basks
hurtful harmful words, you made me do
this
once a friend, only a mask
no one knows
no one asks
inside consumed by pain
one day i’ll be free
inside nevermore
from you one day I will flee
inside I hide my fears
inside I hold my tears
crystal
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purple333
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Dec 2003 Posts: 1420 Location: Sydney
Posted: 04-17-04 12:26pm
Crystal,
is this really as abstract as you say? If
I am reading it correctly I think you need
to talk to someone. Pm me if you want, I
have some personal, parental &
professional experience. But please talk
to someone.
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OneArmedBandit
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Sep 2005 Posts: 18 Location: manchester, UK
Posted: 09-26-05 16:23pm
Just somthin I wrote:
acid trip hues shine against deep blue
im sitting on the edge again
and in the silence im missing you
what attracts us to messed up things
pain, drugs, these broken wings
**** just get some normal friends
no freaks or retards, no fallen kings
why do this to yourself, you could have it
all
you say youre not that smart but I know
you are
messed up isnt cool you know
dysfunctions feeling like function, no way
to go
the drugs dont work but sometimes they
give hope
until the morning and I see youre ghost
your pale face against the morning sun
just annother painful memory
of that long gone fun.
