Am a 16 yr old girl...I once had been
continuously searching the forums n
posting new topics for months in ehealth
forum asking the ehealthforum members to
find the cause for my pain that-
"For nearly 6 years or so am experiencing
such a great n suffocating pain on my
complete body at some particular positions
especially,had ESR variations<mostly
elevated>doctors didnt find anything
wrong,My parents felt that i was
lying,they suppressed me saying that I
feel so simply,they asked me to stop sayin
about this pain,since they had a lotta
work to do,
n I stooppeeed saying them about this for
many yrs..n finally I had such a severe
sadness like thing that I finally was made
to request my parents to take me to a
doctor,Finally with half mind n hoping to
end my stupid talks about this by provin
that I dun hav any problem,they took me to
the doctor n after askin many
question..the dr said that "some have a
disease called FIBROMYALGIA that they have
pain on many parts of their body..n etc
etc..to console me..he said that my pain
wont go at all,that this disease cannot be
cured <Only at that time I felt
sad>"then I left the room with a heart
full of relief that atleast I got a name
to call my pain as..n my parents still dun
feel that I pain much..since I dont
usually express my pain or cry infront f
others....mostly I do cry alone in nights
n behind the doors....."
so I have been sayin these things to you
only to say you guys that am diagnosed
with this FMS
I feel so sad n painful whenever I wake up
in the morning..n so I dun feel like
sleeping at nites thinkin on that...
So I do study for hrs in the nite....But
hopefully I wish to ask again will my pain
go??am now usin a painkiller ointment
VOLINI that my pain wont go
completely..painkillers wont work for
us..so isthere any other alternatives,like
food control,exercise n all??
am usually a bit sad like gal..I feel like
am lonely..I want me to be with a frnd
that I might nt remember about my pain at
tht time...otherwise I cry sumtimes
without my knowledgein the class even...I
feel like crying loudly
always..............................n.....
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imaginary
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Jan 2007 Posts: 50 Location: ,
Posted: 10-20-07 09:22am
My parents do love me a lot...But they dun
have enuf time to hear n they dun bother
to find that....
My frnds dun know about my pain..that I
get usually sad while they say that am
walking slowing,not playin with them
etc....
am not t all open..shud i say this to any
of my good frnds..shud i expect care frm
them..or ill they bully on me sayin that
am a diseased one....will they try to
supress me n keep me on side sayin you are
havin sum sorta problem.....
b'cos of my fathers transfer,i was
supposed to join in a new skool....
I dun have much intimate frnds here..but
am tryin to find one....
Most of the time I feel sad..n I cry
sumtimes...even if I dun wish to do tht
time..
what shud I do???shud i b'live that I hav
to pain forever in my life...???
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Tmddyan
Moderator
Joined: 13 Jun 2006 Posts: 3986 Location: post falls, id usa
Thanks: 60
Thanked:42
Posted: 10-22-07 16:05pm
sometimes in order to understand the
person needs to have it themself. i know
where you are comming from. you should
beleive that there is hope. dont think
"this is how im gonna be for the rest of
my life" think rather of fighting the good
bight and kicking this thing in the butt:)
It is possible that science will find
something. who knows? hang in there--if
you need me you know wherer to find me.
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BekahE
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Nov 2007 Posts: 21
Hey Posted: 11-06-07 14:27pm
hey i know how you feel i developed fibro
very young and took 7 yrs to diagnose...up
until a week before diagnosed i ddint know
it was fibro! im only 19! your lucky you
caught it young and know that you are
going to be fine, fibro just makes you
feel like you arent gonna be fine but tell
yourself you are and calm down when you
get attacks...you may have to live with
slight pain for a while but they have meds
and if you excersize be healthy and eat
right it gets better....warm showers help
the pain, stay outta the cold....keep your
mind busy, sleep on a schedule....try to
live life in an orderly way and if you
feel upset seriously lol leave a
post...thats what we are here for and dont stress
about things...only makes it worse, if ya
need us send a message !
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