not liking condoms and not wanting a child... hmm?
Why do you not have a guardian to take you? are you on your own or do you just not want to face your parents?
If you have access to your insurance you can go to a gynocologist without parental consent. Or you can pay out of pocket.
Do you not look into options like if you dont like condoms but cant have birth control are you just using hope as a contraceptive?
Where are you located? I can help you find a location to visit. Do you have transportation?
If you are pregnant you need to recieve care. There are so many teen girls on here that dont tell their parents they are pregnant till they are 3 or so months in so they dont make them have an abortion... by 3 months I had been to the doctor like 5 times!
Carrying a human inside of you and hiding it, isnt like hiding the fact you have a bad grade in math. Its serious and you need to take care of yourself and your concieved child.
Get yourself a pregnancy test and atleast start from there!