Nowhere to Turn- drugs and porn Posted: 10-10-07 20:26pm
I am too embarrased to tell you my name
but I'll tell you I'm your average
suburbanite 21 year old friday night beer
drinking guy. But I have a very large
problem that only comes up about every two
months, (first let me say I used to use
crystal meth a lot back in the day and
pretty much quit except...) This is
the hard part to say.. towards the end
of my using I started using less and less,
but I also started using that high to
masterbate to asian porn online. (I told
you, please don't think me too much a
freak please.) And I am not kidding you
I would in fact sit there tweaking for at
least 5 to 6 hours pulling my pud, never
climaxing until morning. I still do this
every couple months now and it's really
affecting my normal life; I don't know
what it is, the week begins normally and
all of a sudden I become dead set on
getting meth, and spending my high time
in the freakiest way possible. I don't
know what else to say, but if anybody
could find me a proffesional doctors
opinion on how to go about getting back to
the 'real world,' I would greatly
appreciate it.
Thank you for you time,
I hope I didn't make you chuck your lunch.
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Georgia59
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Posted: 10-10-07 20:35pm
First of all, you will do weird things
when you're high. And there is nothing
'wrong' with masturbating to asian porn,
you could be doing much worse! This isn't
really a sexual problem, it's a drug
addiction problem.
However, since this is affecting your life
and you don't like it, you struggle with
it, I would go to a doc of some sort to
help you get off meth. Or a meth support
group or rehab center. It sounds like
you've done a good job so far, but it's a
really tough struggle and you deserve to
have some help! Poke around in your phone
book for support groups or addiction
specialists/therapists, rehab, whatever
you find.
The meth with keep controlling you until
you find a way to get rid of it. And
really, it's hard and you will need help,
or at least a group of people who have
been through it and can help encourage you
through it.
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MMAFighter
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 23 Sep 2007 Posts: 373 Location: WA, USA
Hmmmmmm Posted: 10-10-07 20:41pm
First off, you're asking us what a
professional doctor's opinion might be
when you yourself could be seeing a
professional doctor (or maybe you have
transportation issues or embarrassment
issues). If its embarrassment issues I
think you should still go since I went to
my school counsellor to resolve personal
problems thinking I was going to embarrass
myself and do the dumbest thing ever but I
ended up getting the emotional help I
needed to be fully functional. I think
doing activities that may add structure to
your life may help. The following is a
list of activities that may be helpful (I
tried to include as many activities
allowing you to cannot to other people
since other people can help you in ways we
couldn't imagine):
1. Martial arts-Usually a scam but maybe
you can find a good teacher and add
purpose to your life
2. Lifting weights-There's plenty of
people to meet in the gym and being strong
is one thing that can help a male feel
more confidence about himself (at least it
worked that way for me)
3. Jogging-Kind of a solitary sport, but
great for fitness and can give you
something to work at. Main advantage is
being a sport that requires little extra
equipment (just maybe watch and decent
shoes)
4. Work at McDonalds (or similar job)-I'm
not sure if you have a job or not. If you
do, ignore this. But if you don't,
getting a job can not only give you money
but can add purpose and structure to your
life
5. Join an adults' soccer club or
something, you can meet lots of people and
soccer is also a fun game
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BullZye
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Jul 2007 Posts: 112
Posted: 10-10-07 23:57pm
I'd say its somewhat normal... I've
masturbated tweaked out on
Ritalin/Concerta before, as well as
Amphetamine... And weed MANY times lol.
Speedy drugs can make you extremely horny
and i've never tried meth but i'm guessing
its like coke x 10. I'm guessing it kind
of makes you fantasize and make the
experience feel "real" while masturbating
and enhances it very well, which is why
you do it.
I can understand what you're going
through... The problem is, you're going to
become dependent on meth to control your
sex-drive, which is just going to cause a
lot of long-term problems.
