Well, my husbands favorite numbers are 143637... hmm they're just numbers right? big deal? Ok so, he told me once.. when we were dating it means.."I love you forever and always" or something like that.. so I'm like ok.. whatever.. Soo after we wedded in Dec 2006.. and moved to our new home.. he gets an email on myspace from this girl..
I happened to walk over to him when he was reading his email.. and I asked him who it was.. and he said it was his "cousin".. in part of the email she was congratulating him about getting married.. and how the wedding went.. and left her number at the bottom of the email asking him to call her back. I asked if he was going to and he said no.. He emailed her back... telling her about the wedding .. then left his number.
Months later..
I happened to come across those numbers again.. and asked him.. what it meant.. and he said.. they didn't mean anything.. that they're just his favorite numbers...
Last month..
He'd gone to work... early.. I woke up.. and cleaned the house as usual.. he'd left the computer on all night.. so I go over to shut it off.. he'd left his account logged on ... I wasn't trying to be noise or anything.... I noticed he had a lot of emails from her... soo I kinda scrolled down.. and saw.. one w/ "143637" in the subject... so I got curious .. since its his favorite number after all.. so I clicked on it..
Well, found out.. she was really his ex-girlfriend.. they dated for a while.. then she cheated on him and got married. She's been married for 2 years.. unhappy and wishes she was with him instead... and if he's happy with me or not... and that.. 143637 will always be their number...
So at this point.. I'm disappointed.. hurt... confused..
.. he lied to me..
What should I do.. Should I worry?! Should I confront him? He has like 20 emails from her../ and he's only replied to 3 of them.. Of course.. I know he loves me.. and shows it all the time.. and he spoils me rotten.. but could it be..that he still loves her too?
I know it was wrong of me to have read that.. But lately I've been feeling so depressed over this..