Hello. Ive got a problem.
when i was a kid i had a.d.d. and i was hyperactive.things have changed. last few years (approx 7) i have been very tired every day. i can sleep 15 hours without waking up and even that wont help me. coffee, guarana, energy drinks, yerba mate etc didnt help me. only made me worse (i drank coffee before sleeping for a better sleep for a while). a half a year ago i had problems with sleeping and i couldnt fall asleep although i was very tired.it went away, thank goodness.
i dont know if that could change anything but im a little bit depresive,im not crying or something like that but i just cant be happy and thats how it has been all of my life,all things seem to me unneccesary,if i had a choice i had not born,all i see are the bad things in life,i dont think im going to live much or even if i will i wont be happy.
my blood pressure is normal (it was high some years ago).
experts say that i should get into sports but sports wont help. i ride my bike very often, i swim and do lots of other things.if that changes something i have to say i cant run for a long time. after few seconds i could vommit out my soul.it has never changed although i am rather sporty.
ive tried everything and im desperate. i had to ask here (as my last chance) what can i do before i try my luck in amphetamines. ive heard that helps a lot.
its seroius because its my last year in school but i cant concentrate in lessons and cant keep myself awake.thats why i even assume taking drugs if it helps.i have no time to wait till goes away or use time-consuming methods.this can ruin my life.

thanks in advance.