Bulimia is a downward spiral.
Bulimia turns into an addiction.
Addictions take over your life and makes you forget who you are.
Addictions cause you to be secretive about your behavior which in turn leads to your friends and family being pushed away as you are ashamed at what you are doing.
Addiction inevitably leads to depression.
Depression can lead to suicide or feelings of emptiness and isolation.
Eating leads to purging, which leads to guilt. The guilt is often cured by self medicating with food...which leads to more purging...which leads to more eating....which leads to more purging...on and on and on and on and on...
Constantly forcing stomach acid up through your mouth causes your teeth to dissolve. It also causes your esophagus to deteriorate and burn. It can take years for these to recover.
You may want to be thin...but do you want to be a depressed, toothless, addicted....thin person?!?
Ok you asked me to be negative so i was, but thats not how I like to do things.
There are a few movies I have seen which documents the path Bulimia involves. It starts off as something as simple as wanting to lose weight and ends up as an addiction as powerful as anything.
Many people that have dealt with Bulimia say that it never ends. You never feel thin enough. You become obsessed with your self image and it is twisted by your mind making you always feel fat.
Im not a bulimic, but rather than let this post go unanswered I thought I would throw together a list of what I KNOW people have gone through. There are many resources on this and how it leads to future problems. I hope someone with personal experience chimes in so you dont think im full of it.
You can be thin and have allllll these other problems, as well as not really feeling thin... Or you can direct that desire to be thin into a healthy diet with frequent exercise and watch proudly as you took control over your body and had success.