Ok well here goes. I slept with some girl four years ago that maybe by the next night I was in pain holding my testicles because there was like this shooting pain in my balls. Also the section above the balls but before the mid section of the actual penis was hurting. I go to std clinics about three or four times almost religiously and they tell me out of one of the four times that only something bacterial comes up. Around this time I didn't go to a doctor cause of money. I also went because I could have sworn that these little bumps that appeared on my testicles were not there before I was with this girl! The doctors and nurses that I see in the future about 3 years later write it off as normal but I know that is not true. I go back and sleep with my girlfriend, at the time, numerously for a year and a half after. Before I slept withsomeone else outside the relationship, my girlfriend and I had great sex because we had no issues at all, maybe a minor soarness which is normal. After going back and sleeping with my girlfriend, her vagina began to itch, then it started to swell and get irritated. I would look down there for her and the lips of the vagina would be extra thick and swollen and her actual vagina hole was cherry red. Thats why I know it could be a problem. She kept asking me whats wrong with her but I couldnt give any answers. Eventually we broke up. Because of the pain in my genitala I started to have anxiety issues because of having pain in public all the time. It felt like a dull pain but some times it would get irritated like hers or burn lightly. She and I thought it was herpes and syphillis and a whole slew of stds because to me alot of symptoms we had can fall under anything all the way to hepatitis. Also I want to mention beside my love handles are these things that look like stretch marks but they cut so deep into the skin and also they used to lightly itch that I didnt believe they were. Amatter of fact these tears in my skin are not stretch mark cause i was skinny when they decided to make my sides look like that. The tears are like dark in color when they first appeared. now they look like a bunch of scars. They feel velvet like to the touch. These scars are also located on m inner thighs right beside my genitals, as if they are connected to my genitals underneath also on the outside of my outer thighs. Along the years I have had this issue. In the beg. I would have these extremely hard bumps come up on my inner thigh in the same region as the scars that look connected to the genitals. They seem to work together. These bumps look like they had puss in them but they were too big, way to hard, and also extremely painful to try to pop and drain the fluid. If you wanted to drain them you would have to needle them to open it to drain the clear fluid out. sometimes it would be puss like. These scars have kind of like put a dent in my skin that is beside the genitals, like a small dip in skin like a bucket. Like the skin dips really hard in that region that the scars get wider on the inner thigh. So anyways I have a threesome with two women maybe two years after the initial start of this hell, and I get the same excruciating pain in my genitals again but this time its througout the whole penis. I got it from one of the girls who I thought was a friend but obviously not. Whenever I had sex after that even up till now it feels like we are creating fire with our genitals. It gets so hot in that area and burns its unbelivable. You can actually feel the heat on the womans vagina. Sometimes I get freaky and put a finger n there butt and there butts would Hve that same heat. Like it was smoking hot. Somehow I feel that the infection is on my fingers and if you were me you would say that you can feel the infection seeping through your pores on your fingers. I try contacting this girl that gave me the unkown issue but I think she knew before we engaged in a threesome unprotected that she had something because after that she never picked up my calls or emails about this. So anyway I get a burning sensaton when I pee. And when I cum it feels like a burning poison is being shot out of my urethra. The whole genitalia at times can feel like fire. My genitals get these random pains throughout they day that it feels so painful that the whole penis feels like it just numbs out from the pain and at times it can feel like you dont even have a penis anymore. Usually now the pain is in the testicles and if i dont masterbate the pain will build up. Masturbating is a form of relief for the pain but it definetly feels like its in the testes bulding up and then the sperm burns the urethra. But then I dont know how to explain the random burning of the whole penis. The threesome happened in 2005 and since then because of the pain I have developed anxiety for going out and feeling this pain and trying to talk to people normally knowing I have a fire in my pants. Late last year I saw two doctors. the first said there is nothing showing up in the blood test so he doesnt know what to do. The other milked my prostate and claim to have found trichonomasis. Which he gave me doxicilcyne and some metroz something which I cant remember but was a bitter tasting anti biotic. Nothing worked for the 30 days I took both of that crap. Also I suggested herpes medicine valtrex from the second doctor for the issue but when I took it, it didnt help. I am saving up for med insurance again because money is tight and this stuff is very expensive. I have a new girlfriend and her vagina is now burning and also has a strong smell coming from her vagina like the others, as if the ph balance down there has been changed. This seems to always happen. They smell fine and then after sex maybe by the sixth or seventh time there vaginas start to burn and stay soar for the whole day. Abstinence helps with the pain but sometimes they cant even close their legs the next day the burning is so painful. The first girlfriend told me she now has hpv and since then I have now a new girlfriend. This new girlfriend is starting to have the scars on her outside thighs just like me.
Please give me your suggestions on how to get this solved. If you all feel you know the answer I will fly to your offices and have you work on me. Im getting more and more desperate. Nobody has any idea what it feels like to have an issue and everyone tells you they cant find evidence through there test so therefore you dont have it. It sucks. Also sometimes I feel as though this std has messed up my memory at times... Suggestions would be great. I personally think I have a new kind of std.