|I have been angry for as long as I can remember. I don't know why. I can get so angry I black out. I am verbally abusive to loved ones. I am controlling and get pissed about anything. I am unhappy and irritable. I am so angry all the time that I don't have motivation to do anything. I can find fault with anything. I see the world through irritated eyes; which means I am annoyed by anything I deam "stupid". I am not like this constantly, but pretty much so. I push everyone away, I know I am doing it but I can't stop. I even find my self getting some gratification from people who have some sort of struggle in their lives. (nothing serious like someone dieing or anything)I hate to see things come easily to people. I am just so bitter. It's ruining my life. I am 30 years old and I can't make it stop and I am so angry at MYSELF!
I am a female; I realized I hadn't mentioned that.