Just need to vent. I already have a 20 month old with him. Long story short I went through the pregnancy alone, and until she was 6 months he really didnt see her except very rarely when he would pop up drunk. So me being too understanding we started getting along again, he seemed to have become more responsible,and we started seeing each other again, but not exclusively.So 3 days ago I found out I was pregnant. His reaction was to yell and scream at me that I am getting an abortion. And to tell me it is my fault and I should have been on birth control. He has known all along that I wasnt so he is just as much to blame as me. How can he possibly be mad at me because I am pregnant by him. So that night he left me at his house by myself. The next morning he came home to get ready for work and wouldnt say a word to me except that he was going to kill himself. When I got to his house that night after work he was being so nice and sweet, I just went to sleep and he was pulling me over to him all night to cuddle. I just think that this will turn out just like last time. but I am not having an abortion, thats a personal opinion, but I cant do it. I did it alone last time and if I have to I'll do it again.