Hello,
i suffer from depression. I have tried to commit suicide, I have become anorexic, I was unhappy often and I want to cry a lot...The reason why I say I was unhappy is because lately I have been looking for the positives in life and trying to get myself back onto track of putting the depression aside and living life like it was intended to be lived. I was someone who thought negative all the time always felt like I wasn't loved felt like nobody wanted me around. I ran away from home twice but ended up coming back both times the first time I thought that it was the biggest mistake of my life to return home because I was told that everything would change around here I would actually have my say in things and wouldn't get health forum at for nothing, but after about a week things just went back to how they use to be and I stayed here for about 5 months then attempted to leave again for good about 3 weeks ago and came back after my mom was pleading for me to I told her how I felt and told her how I would like to get treated and since then things have been good. It's been about a week now and everyday I have been in a really good mood and really happy. I look for positives, I am also the type of person who takes a lot seriously and that affected me a lot even if it was constructive critisism it bothered me a lot. I'm beginning to be able to take things like it's nothing when it's meant to be but still taking a lot of time but now you know my story and i'd like all the help I can get to keep this up and for more guidelines on how to get out of being depressed without the use of drugs that is my last resort I do not want to turn to drugs at all.