If your posting on these forums and
announcing it to everyone I do belive you
are fine. A real screwed up person would
keep it locked up inside FOREVER. Its
probably just something you will get over,
I dont know I am normal and i dont
carebear people or feed in.
In my opinion your normal.
"Psychopaths are vindictive and hold
grudges. They never regret or forget a
thing. They are driven, and dangerous."
Are you dangerous?
Hopefully that answers your question.
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homerx
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Joined: 03 Jan 2008 Posts: 3132 Location: , USA
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Posted: 01-04-08 16:21pm
I hate my mother 2....does that make me a
sociopath? I don't think so. It makes my
mother an abusive heartless self centered
money grubbing prostitute...her problem,
not mine...
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Selenity
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Jan 2008 Posts: 8 Location: Far Away From You,
No... Posted: 01-04-08 18:34pm
Doom
wrote:
If your posting on these
forums and announcing it to everyone I do
belive you are fine. A real screwed up
person would keep it locked up inside
FOREVER.
The reason you ask for help on line is
because here you have no face, you have no
personal identity you are just an
assimilation of words on a screen. You can
never ever really know some one through
words alone.
xxDinniexx: I am very much like you, not
exclusively to feelings of guilt or
empathy. I feel nothing but sadness all
the time. I would not say i am to self
absorbed to care, tho i have been told i
am. I fake relationships to keep others
happy, i feign interest to appease others.
I was not always this way i had too many
painful experiences and eventually
everything just numbed, if you place no
hope or interest or sense of trust in
anyone else you will never be let down.
You will never have to deal with
disappointment. Alot of people in my life
feel they understand me, and yet they know
nothing about me, which is not their fault
but at the same time i have no interest in
letting them near enough to hurt me.
I think your feeling nothing is a way of
protecting yourself, that is my
understanding of my feelings. The only
true sense of satisfaction and relief i
feel is when i cut myself, i enjoy the
pain, i enjoy knowing that i am not as
empty as i imagine myself to be. Looking
back now i don't think i was ever really
normal. I spend my days in my very dark
room sitting in front of my PC reading and
watching tv. It's not ideal, it is how i
survive it is how i am comfortable.
I imagine you, like i, hate the "good
times". The family get-to-gethers, the
birthday parties that just won't seem to
end. I can't seem to appreciate anything,
i am pleased i have it in the sense that
it enriches me in some way, i just can't
feel any sense of gratitude for the gift.
I hope you are able to overcome your
numbness. I merely accepted mine.
If you ever want to chat just drop me a
PM, would be nice to talk to you some
time...
