I battled bulimia a few years ago and now
I am just not hungry. I don't ever think
about food and when I see it I don't care
to eat it. This has been going on for a
few weeks. I don't eat breakfast or lunch
without having to shove it down my throat.
I am just not interested in eating. After
I do eat I feel like I want to throw it
back up but do not force myself to. I have
thrown up twice in the past two days after
eating very little. I did NOT make myself
throw up though. I actually felt nauseated
and had to run to the bathroom. Any smell
of food makes me want to hurl now.
Throwing it up makes me not want to eat it
even more. When I was bulimic, I would eat
and eat and eat, then feel guilty and
force myself to throw it back up. Now, I
just don't like to eat at all. I thought
I'd overcome this.
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young Girl
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Posted: 09-25-07 12:25pm
thats not good huney
yu need to see a doctor asap
atleast try to eat some bred or crackers
just to keep somthing in your system
or get some of those carnation instat
brekfast shakes
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bibisim
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Joined: 08 Aug 2007 Posts: 76
Posted: 09-27-07 02:07am
Hi dear,
do u wish to loose ur weight at the
moment, or are u happy with ur weight
right now?
Any way, u have already done a great job,
ur are no more bulimic. i think u are now
on the way of anorexia. But if u help
yourself now, u shall be a great winner.
I suppose I have the similar problem as u
do, with a more complicated script. I was
first anorexic, then bulimic, before
recently was binging regularly, but since
1 year almost have not thrown up.
now I stopped bingeing as well, and
instead of declaring hey guyes I am
recoverd from ED, I would rather say I
have smth like anorexia. I am lazy to eat,
yes I do engage myself in meals but this I
do intentionally.
I can understand why this is so. Food made
me suffer for a decade, and I have every
right in the world to dislike it.
best
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v00d00cita
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Re: I Hate Eating Posted: 09-29-07 06:50am
nitemid28
wrote:
I battled bulimia a few
years ago and now I am just not hungry. I
don't ever think about food and when I see
it I don't care to eat it. This has been
going on for a few weeks. I don't eat
breakfast or lunch without having to shove
it down my
throat.
Hi,
I completely understand what you're going
through and I know how hard it is to fight
against your body and your brain, but this
is exactly what you have to do.
If it gets easier, you'll start feeling
better after a few weeks, trust me.
But you have to do that huge effort and
have all your meals. Start having fruit or
something, if it's easier
If need to talk or something, just send me
a pm.
