I've Been Depressed For Some Time Now.

Hi everyone,

Let me just start off by saying, I'm not going to post anything personal on here, I have my reasons. Anyway, to make a long story short, I'm a junior in high school, 16, and have been depressed for oh, let's just say a while. I'm not coming here because this is my last resort. I'll be honest, I don't have a bad life at all. I have both my parents who are great to me, a good brother, nice house, nice town, a good group of friends, and decent to good grades. I'm just looking for some advice on how to handle my situation.

I feel awkward around a lot of people in my life, I feel isolated a good amount of time in school. I have an average body and when I look at myself I get disgusted. See, I can easily lose weight, but my marijuana use has me binge eating, so I seem to stay at the same weight. I find that pot is the only thing that really keeps me in check and going in life among other drugs. (Don't preach to me about drugs, I know how to use them safely and which ones to stay clear from) If I'm not high on something, I feel like !**@!. I don't have a girlfriend, don't talk to many girls, and have never had any meaningful relationship with a girl. I know your going to say, "well your just 16", but in a world where everyone is getting laid, has a solid girlfriend, and is loving life, It gets pretty rough. To finish it up, let's just say I go to school WAY more times high and !**@! up then not.

Any advice or comments, feel free.