Let me just start off by saying, I'm not going to post anything personal on here, I have my reasons. Anyway, to make a long story short, I'm a junior in high school, 16, and have been depressed for oh, let's just say a while. I'm not coming here because this is my last resort. I'll be honest, I don't have a bad life at all. I have both my parents who are great to me, a good brother, nice house, nice town, a good group of friends, and decent to good grades. I'm just looking for some advice on how to handle my situation.
I feel awkward around a lot of people in my life, I feel isolated a good amount of time in school. I have an average body and when I look at myself I get disgusted. See, I can easily lose weight, but my marijuana use has me binge eating, so I seem to stay at the same weight. I find that pot is the only thing that really keeps me in check and going in life among other drugs. (Don't preach to me about drugs, I know how to use them safely and which ones to stay clear from) If I'm not high on something, I feel like !**@!. I don't have a girlfriend, don't talk to many girls, and have never had any meaningful relationship with a girl. I know your going to say, "well your just 16", but in a world where everyone is getting laid, has a solid girlfriend, and is loving life, It gets pretty rough. To finish it up, let's just say I go to school WAY more times high and !**@! up then not.
well im a girl
and my name is suzy
i would be a junior
but screw that
i left high school in january
im currently almost 7 months pregnant
ive got a great life
lots of money
and a great boyfriend
im smarter than alot of people think i am
im not your typical teenage girl
ive been to jail
ive been to rehab
i used to be a huge coke addict (i hope thats not one of the drugs of your choice )
pot isnt a drug
it makes you eat
wanna loose weight? cut back on the weed!
and im not sure what else you need opinions on but ask me anything
I was waiting for a response like this, It's fine you don't really know me or anything so I can understand. Look, I'm going to become an architect, how do I know this? I'm great at math and great at CAD (involves designing and building houses, etc.).
The drugs I do are safe in the long run, I probably do drugs other then pot every week and a half to two weeks, and honestly they have only opened my mind and helped me become me. As for an alcoholic, no thanks. I've seen it happen to parts of my family. Last time i drank was last night. Wanna know the time before? about three-four months ago.
atleast your not a druggie
and im not trying to be your theripist or your counselor
like i said i been there and done that. cocaine was my life for a year
i also did meth
went to rehab
and did it all again
started getting my sh** together and started modeling.
havent touched it since
sorry if you felt like i was trying to "lecture" you or anything