im sorry martha

im so sorry x

i know how you feel.
my bestfriend died in a car accident on march 30, 2006

part of me died when she did, i found out about it when i was at work i fell on the floor crying and they sent me home.. ugh it was horrible.

my depression is getting worse by the day because i miss her. we had all these plans on how we were going to live our lives.. and its never going to happen.

I had almost the same experience
my best friend was killed in a car crash on Nov. 24, 2004..
i found out about it through my then boyfriend's mom..
=(
but
my friend was killed because of carelessness
and stupidity..
the driver was running from the cops
and lost control on a dirt road
=(

i have to see a counselor every 2wks
and i'm on Zoloft because of depression..

i hope your depression gets better
i've been there and if you ever need to talk
i'm here and i'll help you the best i can

i was depressed before then.. i was diagnosed with clinical depression like almost 5 years ago
im on pills too, i just keep losing track of the kind because i keep getting switched

yah it was her fault she died.. as much as i hate to admit it
she was going 140km on a dirt road..
the car was full of people and the only one wearing a seat belt was the little boy, the only one who died was my best friend.

and get this.. they were on their way to a viewing for a funeral..

wow that's ironic
that they were on their way to a funeral...

sounds a lot like what happened to my friend, Lucas
it was right after church (and i didn't go that day b/c it was the day
before thanksgiving)
but
and this kid was going to pick up his moms van in Columbus
it's like 30min away
so there were like 6 boys in this truck
and the kid that was driving, Michael, had just been to court that
morning about a speeding ticket and i guess if he got another one
he was getting his license taken away..
so he was speeding on the highway and a cop flipped on his lights
so Michael went to out run him
and turned off onto a dirt road and lost control the truck flipped
5 times side to side and then 7 times front to back
5 of the 6 boys were thrown from the truck
the only one left in the truck was the only one who had a seatbelt on
and he broke his neck
the driver was on life support for 2 wks.
lucas got killed
one broke their nose
one broke their collar bone
and one just got stitches in the back of their head

it was terrible...